ARCHIVED! MOVED TO TADMEAN

archived! moved to tadmean

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

[tadmean-a]

hi! i know this is super sudden, but my tags were getting out of control. i was trying to re-do them and i have about ten versions of each one and it was driving my perfectionist ass crazy SO LONG STORY SHORT i’ve archived ! same url as before (tadmean), everything will be moved over the same including threads, just needed a clean reset. thanks guys!

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[tadmean-a]

HC / PSA / RULES UPDATE: COMFORT LEVELS !

i’ve been needing to make a post abt this for a long time but wasn’t sure how, but fuck it here we go. TL;DR? 1) i won’t be writing romantic crosshares with anyone except a good pal of mine, 2) crosshares will not be canon on this blog, and 3) i won’t be interacting with any salems. more details under the cut. i’ll be adding these to my rules as well!

  1 & 2) CROSSHARES / shipping / canon divergence. lots of people think crosshares (coco / velvet) is gonna be canon in the cfvy book. & even if it’s not, there’s likely gonna be a lot of crosshares content in the novel. since hey thats my Dotter! i thought i’d clear something up: crosshares is a super personal ship for me & honestly, i’m just not amazingly comfortable writing it the way i was 2-3 years ago. if you’ve been following me a long time, you know i used to rp it, & i haven’t given it up entirely! i’m currently writing crosshares / am exclusive with blue’s velvet over at @remnesque, but honestly blue is more the exception than the rule since they’re a close friend and i’m comfortable writing p much anything with them. if you write a velvet & we interact, i’m only comfortable interacting in a platonic context.

      i’d also like to say that if the book does make crosshares canon, that won’t be the case here. my coco will never have a single “canon” ship with anyone; her different interactions with everyone, romantically/platonically/etc, are crucial to her character. add in the fact that crosshares is so personal to me and its a HARD no, folks. i’m still totally cool with interaction with any velvets! it just won’t end in romantic shipping like interaction with another wlw might.

   3) INTERACTING WITH SALEM. i feel really terribly about this one because it only started just recently, but salem (specifically new, in-context grimm salem) is just way too similar to personal events and is deeply upsetting. i genuinely get ill watching scenes with her, and i can stomach some pretty hard stuff. seeing her written on my dash is no biggie bc i can scroll by / blacklist, but interaction with a character like salem (especially with a character like coco, who i use to cope with my own trauma & who would be deeply upset by grimm!salem as well) is just a no go for me. i know this is weird, because there are tons of characters on the show who should be triggering & upsetting, but for some reason salem just takes the cake. 

     mentions of her and acknowledgement of her existence is obviously fine, but threading alongside her is just. idk. not comfy? given that coco probably won’t ever meet her, this isn’t a big deal, but i thought i’d post abt it just as a precaution and i’ll be putting this in my multimuse rules as well. to any salems: if you have another blog / are a multimuse, i’d love to write with your other muses, and i’m sorry for the inconvenience! rock on <3

    whew, that was a doozy. anyway, if you have any questions abt anything above, feel free to let me know! anon is on currently. otherwise, have a great day and a lovely weekend everyone <3

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Maria Valverde

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'what do you want from me?'

unprompted @tadmean.

          it’s not a question vernal can answer immediately.  not with her, in her face like this, tracing lines across her bare, scratched - down back in a hotel room.  the bandit considers all she’s done up until now to be with coco.  kidnap her, escort her miles upon miles back to her father, fend off countless grimm, countless people, punch her father right in his fat cheek — only to steal her away again.  vernal is selfish, that isn’t to be ignored by either party.  but somewhere in herself, she knows coco is selfish too.  they’re selfish for each other / want to spend as much time as they can in this borrowed room, with the ‘ do not disturb ’ sign hung up indefinitely on the doorknob like a christmas ornament.

          looking down at the mattress ( that probably costs more than anything she’s ever owned ), vernal sighs before taking the celebrity’s hand within her own.  bringing adel’s hand to her mouth, the false maiden presses several lingering kisses to her lover’s knuckles.  “ i want to know every damn part of you.  i want to spend time with you like we’re always going to be on this — adventure.  i want — ”  sappy shit !!  coco’s gonna tease you if you don’t let up!  to cover up the sweetness with a layer of physicality, her lips find the delicate skin beneath coco’s ear, and suck on it tenderly.  “ i want to make you mine.  and from what i can see … ”  she inhales the younger woman’s scent like a perfume, closing her eyes and savoring this moment like it’s her last day alive.  “ — i think you want that too. ”