In my hellish era

I am cringe, but I am allegedly free 🫠🦴

[torracat]

this is the money garf. reblog for untold pasta and riches to come your way

[taelortot97]

I was proud of what I'd colored, only to be told "choices were made" and that it was "inaccurate".

May your fridge doors stay forever bare.

[k9priest]

No, relating to Robby, understanding him, even loving him as a character, does not equate to blindly defending every action he takes. That’s such a shallow way of engaging with media. You can recognise that someone is flawed, that they’ve hurt people, that they’re unstable—and still acknowledge that they’re human, that they’re suffering, that they don’t deserve to die for it. Wishing death on a character who is very clearly written to be spiralling, to be on the edge of something irreversible, says far more about you than it ever will about him. The show is not subtle about where Robby is mentally; it puts his deterioration right in front of you. The recklessness, the volatility, the way he’s fraying at the edges. It all points to someone who is deeply unwell, not someone who should be punished with death like it’s some kind of narrative justice.

And that’s the part that’s genuinely fucking disturbing and utterly disgusting, this idea that suffering should be met with more suffering. That a mentally ill character hitting rock bottom should be pushed further, should be “taught a lesson” through something fatal. It is not media literacy, you are not morally superior, you are dressing your cruelty as criticism. Because if your response to a character on the brink of suicide is to say “good” or “he deserves worse,” then what you’re really revealing is how you view real people in that same position.

[taelortot97]

Deadass. Because my ex roommates/partner acted like this toward me. Dragging me down and making me feel worse when I had zero idea why I couldn't slow down the continuous spiral. They literally tried to teach me a lesson like they were my parents, telling me I needed to "take that journey alone", posting about me on reddit. I was "hellish". I was a "monster." No, I needed help. And despite everything they did and said about me, I found it in the residents of the psych ward, the friends who listened, and characters similar to Robby who had been also through it. To this day, I'm sure they still like to joke about me, my lowest point, and my "attention seeking" nearly two week stay at the hospital when doctors were convinced if I didn't have a heart attack or stroke from stress, I'd commit as soon as I was alone.

When people are suffering, they go through changes and actions that you'd never know they were capable of. Take that as the warning sign, and handle it with care. I'd be actually disgusted to catch wind of Robby being their favorite character, because I know how y'all acted behind closed doors and computer screens.

[artbiajax]

[floristicgrave]

[tchamblers]

[thequietesthing]

the incredible harsh quiet revelation that you have when you are diagnosed with chronic illness(es) is that you will never be healthy again. I don't think able bodied people are able to understand what it means to just resign to the fact that your life is not just yours anymore. you share it with a weight that will be with you until you are gone from this world.

[taelortot97]

Toy Chica and Bonnie!! Freddy is next ❤️

[taelortot97]

Personal Update

Hey y'all, I just wanted to update my followers and people that come through here to look at my art from other platforms.I tend to be pretty patchy with how often I finish or post any of my works, and I'm sorry about that. I've spent the last several years thinking maybe I just didn't have the drive anymore because of how quickly I would tire out, and if I wasn't exhausted, I would be too sick to do anything. Years have gone by where I was shamed and harassed by doctors and people I lived with because I was lazy, dramatic, or "doing things for attention."

Countless times, my frustrations and health concerns were dismissed until I FINALLY found a doctor willing to listen to me. Turns out I'm not crazy: it's Lupus. There's no telling how long it has been impacting me, but it answered so many questions for why I was constantly feeling so all over the place. Finally, I can feel validated and safe when there are days that I can't get up to do things, when I randomly get sick, or when parts of my body flare up or bruise easily.

This sucks, and I hate that it has gotten in the way of my passions for so many years, but knowing that I can seek treatment and readjust my life makes me feel so reassured that I can eventually find that level ground I've been looking for for nearly 7 years.

All that's to say, as I change and learn how to handle this, one of my biggest goals is to finally reconnect with my creative side in a way that I can be more productive without being as stressed and overexerted. I'm not letting this get me down, and I'm not giving up. PLEASE, if something feels wrong, look for a physician who will help. They're out there somewhere, and I promise you aren't crazy.

Here's to yet another life journey 🍷

[clementiens]

[joomju]

Reblog so she lives forever.

[terminusverge]

20 years. If this gets posted and we all survive for another 20…things might be alright.

[peyyylovesronance]

nancy when she pulled up to the epilogue with that gay ass haircut and then proceeded to look at robin like that ughhhhhh

[taelortot97]

🫠🥴 ❤️

[sunnywheeler]

NANCY WHEELER & ROBIN BUCKLEY in 5x08 - The Rightside Up

“Nancy Wheeler. Still full of surprises.”

[taelortot97]

These two should kiss at Robin's weird uncles house.

[portalpilled]

[bnq]

um yeah his name was Wheatley

[its-moon-water]

Got inspired and had to draw the ball

[taelortot97]

My friend did that 🥰

[taelortot97]

Aaah!! Its finally time! I've been getting wrecked with a lot of health issues, but I contributed to the @jayvikbigbang this year with a few lovely people! @slippy-slip Has an amazing Killer Husbands AU that they wrote, and I provided some fan-art for! Its dark, its sexy, its -poison-, I mean, lemon scented! Please go check it out!

[jayvikbigbang]

@slippy-slip (tumblr) shows us what it’s like to cross Viktor in their fic. With artist taelortott (bsky), we better hope that we don’t end up crossing his path!

[jayvikbigbang]

Only time will tell who has angered Viktor in taelortott (bsky) art. They along with @slippy-slip (tumblr) will show us how Viktor takes matters into his own hands with a little help from Jayce.

[jayvikbigbang]

We are just one week away from previews! The mods are working hard to get over 100 of these amazing fic snippets and art done for you guys!

Posting starts Sep. 27 and goes until Oct. 4. To find them easily on tumblr we are using the hashtag jayvik big bang 2025 previews.

Hope you all are as excited as we are!