Some of you have probably been wondering where the hell I’ve been. Well, let me touch on that a bit.
In short, I’ve been writing, just not for RP reasons. I recently published the first part of a gay erotic fantasy serial, which you can find here if you’d like to purchase it, and have been hard at work writing not only the next two parts of that, but the beginning of a second erotic serial. Updates on both these things can be found on my pseudonyms Facebook page as they happen. The long version is I’m doing this in a desperate attempt to make some money, because I’m unable to work due to back issues, but don’t have any way to get federal assistance because no one wishes to help a 25 year old seek assistance “being lazy”. I’m not going to touch on the situation with my mother, because some of you know it already, and that’s fine, but those of you who don’t know it have no business knowing anything beyond “my mother is an emotionally abusive cunt with a $200 or more a month smoking habit”. Dad doesn’t make enough money to keep up with bills, let alone this bullshit, and we pretty much manage to keep the lights and water on entirely because we’re in debt up to the ceiling, and our landlord is a good fucking sport about our barely making the rent.
As for where I’m going to be in the near future, the answer is “unable to pay my internet”. My bill with AT&T is $35, and it was due four days ago. I have until the 31st (six days from now) to be able to pay them, or my internet will be turned off for the foreseeable future. I was able to pay it for this long because my sister in law was paying me to babysit her kid, but she hasn’t paid me in three months now, and I series of excellent coincidences have kept it on this long. My luck there has finally run out, however, and I actually need money to pay them this month. My erotica won’t pay out for 60 days, at minimum, so I’m looking at two months or more with no internet and no way to fix that.
I’m not posting this to beg for money. If you want to help, either buy my serial linked above, or get at me for a fic or art commission, we’ll work something out. I just thought some of you deserved to know what’s up.
So yeah, chances are that, unless I can make $35 in six days, I’m going to be offline until further notice. I’d be sorry, but in this case, I’m not sorry.