I started thinking about next year. I started to wonder about where I'll be next September/October. Will I get into college? Will I fail once again? I don't think I can go through that again. I was so upset last time. I think it will be worse this year. If I don't get in I'm going to work for a year and then move to Australia where I can work and enjoy myself. I don't think I'll ever become a nurse. I'm not good at exams. Why can't it be like it was years ago? You apply to the hospital and then they decide if you're able.









