rely on
( @rkbyunbaek )
he still couldn’t quite believe it; everything feels so genuinely unreal and jaehyun hadn’t quite known how to react when they’d told him he would be debuting. when they told him the name of his group... a name. he could put a name to the group he’d be debuting in.
sure he’d been training for years, but despite always working and working towards debut, now that he was here, he wasn’t quite sure if it was real. all these years he’d spent in royal, the disapproving looks of his father, the lack of contact between the two when jaehyun had finally told him that no, he wouldn’t go overseas to study, that he’d stay here in korea, to train, to one day debut. and now here he was, with a group to his name.
it’s a lot to think about and jaehyun had slowly walked off to an empty practice room, overwhelmed by his own thoughts. he’d love to talk to the other boys but whether he liked it or not, jaehyun had always tried to present himself as a guy that had his life together. yet now, he wasn’t sure what to do because this was something he’d wanted for so long, he didn’t think he’d be able to keep composed in front of the younger members.
he sits in the practice room, staring at his hands in disbelief. it’s happening, i’m debuting. he continues staring, too busy in his own thoughts to notice anyone coming in.