#& character study.

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WEB WEAVING — VITANI KAGAI.

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SELF - KNOWLEDGE QUESTIONNAIRE.

below the surface everyone is pretty complicated.   based on your answers,   we think the following traits are important strands in your personality:

AMBITION.

you have a strong sense of potential and an intense drive to accomplish difficult things .  the core of this is your ability to hold together the big goals and the daily efforts .   where other people’s hopes collapse when they encounter the tedium of the journey ,   you keep coming back  .  oddly, it is actually your ability to endure feeling unheroic that counts .   you know the power of working away solidly on what’s in front of you.

AUTHORITY.

you are good at making decisions ;   you have a clear sense of what needs to be done and what others should be doing .   played out inside yourself ,   this tendency drives you to value willpower and self - control .   you may be accused of bossiness .   but acting on your desire to dissuade ,   restrain or guide is often appreciated by others   –   who might secretly like a clear direction ,   and some firmness .

AGGRESSION.

one part of your character is anger in all its forms :   frustration ,   outrage – and when anger is suppressed – bitterness  ,   grumpiness  ,   and bodily aches  .   fundamentally  ,  frustration comes from hope :   you get upset because you expect your life will be more than a valley of tears .   one way to deny aggression is to direct it inwards ,  as self  -  criticism  . but you’re at your best when you acknowledge anger ,   and act it out clearly and in a focussed way  ,   with honour  .

EXHIBITIONISM.

there’s a strand in your nature which loves making an impression  –  perhaps with your clothes  ,   or conversation  ,   or in a self-revealing blog or a novel  .  you like to dramatise yourself  ,  to pose as a unique  ,  perhaps mysterious person, to joke or exaggerate your part in adventures  .  though you might more than once have been called a show off  ,  it is actually a generous tendency  :   you want to please and entertain others  .   it could be the start of good teaching and leadership  .

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headcanon  :   on revenant  .

        we all know that revenant wants the source code  .   we all know that loba knows where it is  .  we also know that revenant wants the source code to finally end his existence  .   and that loba wants nothing more than revenge against revenant  ,   and yet she lets him live  ,   despite being able to give him the source code and he’s finally gone for good  .   her parents are avenged and she is free of the nightmares of her childhood  .

but that’s too easy  .  her whole adolescence was shaped by her need for revenge  ,   an almost incessant need  .   and one day  ,   she thought she could have such a relief and let it all go  .   only to find out that he wanted her to do it  ,   that she would be granting him a mercy  .   the source code is a key to his salvation and she refuses to give in  .    even though she denies herself the satisfaction  ,   forcing him to live is revenge  .   and as long as there are models  ,   there is always a target for her rage to be projected onto  .  but for now  ,   she’ll happily watch as he loses more and more of his humanity with each respawn  .