#::negative

[outridera]

While I'm not sure everyone's negative tags, but I'm gonna label this post as such as a fair warning first, so that if you still see it, you know you can look away and such if you don't wish to see it. I will be reblogging it on Nahida too, as this will effect my activity here. But yeah, feel like I should put that there, as Tumblr is meant to be a fun place and such, and while this is a more understanding post, I don't fully know everyone's preference and such.

Fair warning given on this being a negative post, or more just a sad one.

So I've gotten some quite sad news. For context, my 84 year old Grandpa who has been a big impact in my life, has been in and out of hospital this year. I've been told by my dad that he's signed a form, that states that if his heart stops, that they're not gonna try to restart it.

Basically meaning, he won't more likely have long left to live at all. When the time does come, I'll more likely be taking a short break from Tumblr activity, mainly to grief and such.

Hope you all understand, and have a wonderful day.

[bothsidesofaquestionarchived]

::ooc:: I have to take care of 6 dogs, 2 old people and 1 sick sister, a pile of dishes, and a dirty big ass house with a nasty headache and what I think is the beginning of a new flare so... I’m postponing things for tomorrow.

I have absolutely no help, not since I moved in and days like today’s are absolutely overwhelming. I’m moving asks and working on drafts for tomorrow cause I’m going to use the little energy I have left for what I must do then, collapse back to bed.

Cya tomorrow! 💙

[bothsidesofaquestionarchived]

::ooc:: I’ve tried to finish this ficlet for the past hour and everything that could be possible against me has interrupted me. I need my own space, I’m tired of being interrupted every five minutes, I have dogs all over me, my mom keeps peeking over my laptop and asking me things she forgets all the time, just ugh.. I can’t focus and writing is THE ONLY hobby I’ve tried to do since I moved out, very unsuccesfully of course and let’s not start with rping, I can’t catch a break.  

I don’t want to use my blog to vent, I’m lame but I don’t have anywhere else to do it and I’m about to explode. I’m miserable andI have no where to go, no money to move out, no job... Meh. Sorry, I’ll delete this. I needed to let it out.

[bothsidesofaquestionarchived]

::ooc:: it’s been a while since I checked the solicits and I totally regret it.

Dark times are coming, neglected again…

Not like I had mostly crumbles before. It’s been just that for many months, crumbles and that’s it :/

[bbxxpperr-blog]

::talking to my best friend who moved away has made me really sad and lonely and i just ::wanna bury myself alive