lol we were less than an hour away from the eclipse path of totality and I was like. Alright. I’m fucking OBSESSED with eclipses. Peak aesthetic. I can see one before I fucking die. and I got in the car with one of my dogs and for the First Time Ever. Our suv won’t start, battery, dead. I sat there like. Alright. Fine. Feeling like the universe is out to get me . Tryna tell me something. But I shake it off. Its okay, I’m used to it. It’s okay. Fuckin. Preparing to go inside and laugh about it and my 74 year old mother in law is IMMEDIATELY SCREAMING AT ME. BEFORE I EVEN GOT THE DOOR ALL THE WAY OPEN LIKE ‘FUCK YOU’ SCREAMING AT ME AND LATER PUNCHING THE WALL AND SHIT WHILE IM BEGGING HER TO PLEASE STOP FKJHFKJFHKFJHFKJHFKJHFKJFHKJFHKJCH long story (I guess lol I can’t fathom this kind of behavior) but all I did was try to reassure her I didn’t blame her in the fucking slightest but she lost it because she thought my husband at work was mad at her. Later she apologized profusely and we had a really nice rest of the day because I mediate like a pro and I do whatever I can to bring the mood back up but I. Just,