20 + 41!
20: ur ideal date: honestly just the kind of stuff i already do with my friends… go explore, cook food, make art! i’d like to be more comfortable with being taken care of because i want a partner who enthusiastically wants to take care of me. so hmm.. a day of being taken care of. i would like them to be a really good driver and they pick me up at noon (plenty of leisurely morning time) and we run an errand together then we go somewhere pretty and eat something delicious.. maybe it’s something i made and they’re like This is the best thing i ever eaten OR it’s special treats they curate. maybe both. and we draw in each other’s sketchbooks (if they do not have a sketchbook when we meet, i will fix that). then they pay for us to go to some sort of spa and we get spa and massage. and they know about interesting things and tell me. and we go to their home(calm,cute,ideally has at least 1 pet) and relax and watch something informational/intriguing. but they will take me back to my house whenever and enthusiastically want to provide transport.. what separates this from friends is i guess we freak it in all different directions afterwards/during? for most of my life i’ve had rigid boundaries about what type of physical contact is ok w me, which is fine but i’m loosening that like i def make an efffort to hug my friends more because i think not enough loving touch = we die. but i still feel scary at times.. so i want this person to help me with that by initiating it and we hold hands and put heads on shoulders on public transit etc etc.. and everyone thinks aww cute instead of hope a ceiling fan falls
41: if u could broadcast a message to the world what would u say: hi everyone i love u!
