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Also, here’s my Flower Kid (first from left) and Fleur (second from left) with a bunch of other Flower Kids (plus one)!

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Wilt (me), Fleur (also me), Flora ( @thatonemedicmain), Lilac ( @orcacatraph), Clover ( @spadesartcity), Shamrock ( @gerry-podunk), April ( @radiozap777), and Bulb ( @subconprince)! Give cred to them for letting me use their lovely Flower Kids!

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I think that one of the most true true quotes on The Perks Of Being a Wallflower was “You can’t help people, you can just love them”. I don’t know why people can’t understand that, I got to discover it late myself so I think it’s okay if many still can’t get to it. But still. I don’t want to make people feel bad because they feel like that can’t help me, I perfectly know it’s ME who doesn’t want to help ME. I get the positive vibes, I appreciate them all, but all I need is to work on them by myself. I need to elaborate them, make them mine, get a unique positive vibe that can fit to my damaged soul so I could fill the holes I have into it.  It’s not like I push people away or I don’t appreciate their help, everything means a lot to me, I just have to work on them by myself and until then I will keep on feeling alone. Because I look for that loneliness, it helps me, it keeps me safe.. I never really open up so don’t even commit the mistake to expect to know all of me, because you don’t. No one does, no one really does and I think that no one ever will.  So just love me, don’t try to help me. It will be enough for me. I will be endlessly grateful.