“5 Times the Love” c:
Send “5 Times the Love” and I will write a drabble about the five times my muse fell in love with your muse || @xstumpiismsx
The firsttime he had this feeling was soon after they first had meet. It was Pete’s ideato make a little meeting again so speak about things and stuff like this, butsoon Pete disappeared with Ryan and the other’s helped each other. Brendon tookadvantage of the moment and walked over to Patrick to ask him about some thingslike stage fright or how the whole being-front man works. It was probably hownice Patrick was towards him or how he seemed to care about him that madeBrendon smile from ear to ear and let him feel something new, but he put thesethoughts away. He was still a child after all and they didn’t know each otherthis well, but this feeling was still there when he talked to him. It wasdifficult not to say something wrong, but somehow he was able not to embarrasshimself.
The secondtime it was soon after the band had broken up. Brendon didn’t want to talk toanyone. He was hurted, told everyone to let him alone, that he needed time, buthe didn’t leave him alone. He was there and talked to him, tried to keep himaway from drinking and cheered him up. This moment when he looked up atPatrick, who smiled at him with this soft, warm smile, he felt it again. Thisfeeling that made his heart beat faster and made him forget about the wholeworld for a moment. He forgot about the thing with his band and smiled back atthe blond. That feeling was too familiar. It felt good, but for now he wouldstill stay quiet about it, not telling the other about it. He was afraid thatwhen he would, that the older one would never talk to him ever again and thiswould be one of the worst things ever.
There wasanother time when he felt this feeling again. This time he could truly say thatit was more as just liking. They stood beside each other, looking at the starsin the nightsky. It was after a great concert together. Both of them were tiredand needed some time away from the others to get their mind free. Brendon was alittle drunk, like almost always after a show. He wanted to lay on the ground,but sadly he fell over something and landed on the ground, but before he couldhit the hard ground with all the dirt, he had grabbed Patrick’s arm and pulledhim down with him, so that both boys laid there, looking at each other in thesestarful night. In this moment he saw how beautiful the other looks like in thelight of the moon and the stars. He wanted to lean closer, wanted to know howthese lips would taste on his own and feel the warmth from the other on his ownskin. He wanted, but both just looked at each other until the blond broke thesilence with laughing and it was probably one of the best sounds Brendon everhad heard.
Anothertime when he was sure that he could feel the butterflies in his stomach was whenPete had invited Brendon over for lunch. Pete wanted to spend some time withhis two friends Patrick and Brendon and this was the only way to do it, sincethey were pretty busy most of the time. Pete had left the room for a moment,but still long enough for Patrick and Brendon to talk. Patrick was talking nonstopabout how happy he was to see Brendon again and what had happen in all the timethey hadn’t met and all. Brendon was happy to see that the other was this cheerfulto see him again. He simply sat there and listen to the singer with a big smileon his face. He missed it to hear this beautiful voice again. Sadly this momentdidn’t last for long since Pete came back at some point with somecrappy-written-notes in his hands, talking about new songs an all this stuff.Brendon simply let out a little sigh and leaned back into his seat.
This timewhen he looked at Patrick, he was sure for 100 % that it was love. The way theother spoke, cared about everyone and his smile, all the nice words he said,made him fall in love with him. He had this feeling before, but this time hewould tell him about this. This time he wouldn’t back away from it. So he triedto talk to Patrick alone, told him that it was really important. Pete wanted toknow so badly what Brendon wanted to tell Patrick, but Patrick had simply told,with a smile on his face, him that it would only take a second. So the blondfollowed him, stopped when Brendon was sure that he was far away from theothers and could tell it to him. He was nervous. Sure there were thousandbetter people out there for Patrick. He was afraid that the other didn’t likehim at all. Brendon looked up at the blond and the moment when he met theseblue-greenish eyes, he was taken away for a moment, forgot about the words hewanted to say and leaned closer to the blond, ignoring the confused face fromthe older one as his lips touched the other ones. It was a short kiss, but hada lot of meaning for him. When he pulled away, he was too afraid to look up atPatrick. He expected something negative, something like “What the fuck wasthis?!” or “Never ever talk to me again!” but instead he was pulled closer,hugged by the other. Brendon let out a little gasp in surprise and looked atthe blond who was just smiling. In this moment he knew that it wasn’t wrong andthat he hasn’t wait in vain. Now after all the time he could already say it.
“I love youPatrick”