‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex (oops )
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‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex | @profundanocte
There was no denyingthe fact that being on the front lines was a dangerous place, the constantthreat of annihilation looming at every corner. Anyone would say that Guren wasa strong leader, a leader that would much rather put his own life at risk if itmeant that the people he cared about were safe, if they were able to escapewithout harm. There was no question within the lieutenant colonel's mind aboutwhat he would do. He would take the beatings, the torment, as long as he wasable to witness those dear friends and comrades running into the arms orsafety. It was all worth it in the end.
But this time,everything had gone horribly awry. What he had believed to be well thought outplans, mission details that were able to be followed successfully by the letterhad fallen into complete and utter chaos. No matter how hard Guren hadattempted to keep everyone safe from harm, much to his own dismay he had notbeen successful in the slightest. The memory of that fateful day would staywithin his mind for longer than he would like, the sight of the people he caredabout being descended upon by the vampire nobles that none of them had seencoming, separated from his comrades with the worry of just what had happened tothem.
Finally returning tothe medical base, beaten, bloodied and bruised had been bittersweet. Seeing hiscomrades all receiving treatment for their various injuries and knowing that hehad been unable to protect them in that moment was something that wasincredibly difficult for Guren to contend with. He had never handled thesetypes of things particularly well, it had been the same for years. Violet huesglanced around as he looked for Shinya, wanting to know if the other male hadmade it out alive and unharmed. The relief instantly flooded across his face ashe finally found the adopted Hiiragi, securely being treated for a few scrapesto his pale skin in a room of his own. Guren didn't particularly care that he probablywasn't actually allowed to enter as he instinctively barged his way in withlittle finesse, deep rooted emotions that he had believed were well and trulyburied rising to the surface within an instant.
There had always beensomething between them, there was no denying it. The tension had been palpablesince the day they had first met. Of course it would take a moment of sheerfear for Guren to actually realise what this feeling was. He cared about Shinya,far more than he believed, far beyond the boundaries of what was supposed to bemere friendship. Arms wrapped around the silver haired male within an instant,a rare display of sheer emotion that had more than likely startled the other.But there was no denying the fact that Guren had feared the worst.
He had thought thatShinya was dead.
Yet here he was,relatively unharmed, alive and breathing.
"Shinya...Ishould have worked harder...I should have been able to protect you. I can'tbelieve you're alive."
The words fell fromGuren's lips before he even had the chance to think about what he was saying.Not one to usually voice his emotions so freely, it was clear for anyone to seejust how effected the namanari had been by all of this, how much it hadstartled him into reality. Luckily it was just himself and Shinya in the roomor else he would definitely never be able to live this down. His words weremuffled as he pressed his face against Shinya's neck, body trembling slightlyas he just allowed himself to actually feel.Even Guren was aware of the tension that had been between them for years now,those feelings that both men had attempted to bury coming rushing to thesurface. They both had their fair share of problems to say the least, findingsolace within each other was something that was of an indulgence.
Guren wasn't entirelysure how much time had passed while he was buried against Shinya, gentletouches being passed between them as the need set in. The need to touch, theneed to feel and the sheer need to make sure that the other will still there.Still very much alive. Shivers ran down the length of Guren's spine as lips meteach other's in a heated kiss, a kiss that had been brewing up for what seemedto be so long. Truly a long time coming to say the least. Heavy breaths asfingers grappled with belt buckles could be heard in the otherwise silent room,the pure desire to be as close as possible taking place of all rationalthought. Panting and gasping against each others lips as hard lengths werefinally freed, pressing up against each other as their fingers wrapped aroundeach other. Guren knew that they wouldn't be able to go any further than this,not here, not while injuries were still healing. Mentally and physically.
The motions of theirstrokes increased in pace, wanting to reach that precipice before it wasdiscovered what was actually going on. Both men knew that the nurses wouldenter the room at any moment, there was no time to waste. It was quick, hot andmessy, but something that they both needed to experience without hesitation.Muted cries muffled as climax was reached, swiftly and sticky over each other'shands, bodies wracked with the shudders of orgasm running throughout theirentire bodies. Guren had a feeling that this wouldn't be the last time that heand Shinya gave into their passion. But for now there was only one thoughtrunning through his hazy mind.
Shinya was alive andhe had another chance to tell him just how much he truly cared for him.