#;private thoughts

[bloodgeek]

there isn't anything normal about me to introduce.

the only thing i'm interested in is murder. but none of these people need to know that.

the code may be difficult to live by here. it seems everyone has their demons in their sleep. guess i will have to be a little more careful than normal.

[so-saoirse-archived-blog]

Look you can call me anything you like, but saying I have disappointed you and you lost all respect for me is taking it a bit far; not to mention demeaning to any human. I have built my career around attempting to be a voice for equality and women’s issues. And aren’t you just giving in and taking on what society does to women all the time when you so specifically target me with such words? Not only are you equating my whole value as a human being to one thing, one aspect of my life, you also are attempting to bully me into fitting what are your standards. No you don’t know what happened fully between us, and no we don’t owe you an explanation of what did. But I can tell you, you have no reason to be so hostile towards either of us. All I can say is I am really sorry someone somewhere taught you such persistent cruelty was the only way to deal with your emotions and you continue the cycle the angry way they taught you. I love this man and I beg of you if it causes you such disturbance to see us together, don’t look at us. But in the mean time I am going to keep doing me.

With much love, respect, and concern,

Saoirse.