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Starter for @toudaimoto-kun
Masaomi avoided Kurashi’s calls over the weekend after seeing Ichirou again, feeling guilty and confused about what to do. He knew that he had to tell Kurashi they couldn’t keep seeing each other, but he really didn’t want to. They could still be friends, but Masaomi didn’t want to give up their physical relationship, and he knew it would pull him further away from the person he was already depressed about hurting. If only Ichirou could be okay with a somewhat open relationship... But that wasn’t the case, and he knew what he had to do.
At school on Monday, he dreaded going to art class, not wanting to see Kurashi. He was hoping to wait until after school when Kurashi was at home, so they would have privacy, but after ignoring the man’s attempts to contact him, he knew that he would be asked to stay after class. He couldn’t refuse his teacher in front of his classmates, or it would be suspicious. The last thing he wanted was for the administration to be tipped off about their affair and get Kurashi fired for it.
So, before Kurashi could confront him, he walked to his seat without looking at him, placing a note on his desk that said “I want to talk to you after class.” He spent the period not meeting Kurashi’s eyes, hoping that he wouldn’t be called on or approached. When the torturous class finally ended and all his classmates were gone, he got up and silently locked the door.
He took a deep breath, then walked over to Kurashi, grabbed his face, and pulled him down into a passionate kiss. Their last kiss. He just wanted to indulge once more, because what difference would it make after so many times? Now he consciously knew that he was cheating on his boyfriend, and this would only make things more painful for both of them, but he needed to feel Kurashi against him one last time, if only for a sweet kiss.