#;super negative

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He's gone now, my baby dog was sent to be put down. I don't want this pain, I don't wanna live.. This pain is too unbearable, ten last minutes I got to be with him only to know I'll never see him again. I wanna die to be with my baby dog, we had him for 11 years... I did my best to make his last day worth it all... But I feel like I was horrible to him, I wish I would've made his life ether. Now his brother as well will be waiting for him to come back... When he never will again. I feel like shit knowing he lost a brother. I lost a little brother as well. Someone just kill me to end this pain please.

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Putting this under readmore because some people don't want to hear me say shit ugh 

I'm a huge piece of fucking trash and when i say that i mean like i hate me so much 

i hate being me i hate myself 

i hate everything about myself

i hate my face i hate my body i hate my personality 

sometimes i think the world would be so much better if i wasn't fucking alive