#@aya

[juno-hollis]

going out with my emotional support hot girls

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I wish! 🥺

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My beloved got me this fibro bunny for our anniversary! I will hold it until I die.

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So this time last year I started dating the most amazing, coolest, most passionate woman I’ve ever met. We started talking less than a month beforehand, with some amazing luck and coincidences (she was on the HER app for a couple of days, I was on there half an hour, I was also just getting off a crying spree because a friend was being mean and off work) we found each other. I saw a really cute lady with a lightsaber and she saw a dork with a lot of wigs, and I really feel like we hit it off!

I remember being so nervous before the first phone call and making notes on what to say because I tend to freeze up so much, but it was like I had known her all my life. And she still liked me after me being all high pitched and squeaky and for some reason talking about how I got blasted from an edible mixed with caffeine and alcohol.

So the fifth came around! We went to a bar near me that did these cocktail trees, and we had this concoction of party rings, vodka and whipped cream (way too much whipped cream for me) and I felt so safe already! We went to the park near me after and we kissed on a bench and it felt so good and I showed her covers of Taylor Swift while lying near the swings and she walked me home because she’s always so sweet like that. She got an Uber home but not before we kissed and made girlfriending official.

This year I’ve really felt so safe and loved, and braver because of her unconditional support. Aya means the world to me, she’s met the family I like and I’ve met her closest friends. I have dreams about us just hanging out and feel so happy after. I meant what I said about her being the coolest, she’s so smart and kind and good, and being in her arms feels like being home.

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Whenever I hear this I think of sitting in the park with Aya on our first date and showing it to her 😊

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Today I bought mistletoe because neither me or Aya have kissed under it, and I keep saying this, but underneath all the meme, I love her so much. She makes me feel like I did before the fear of sincerity got to me, I can be silly and make bad jokes, and she’ll pick up the bit and we’ll run with it forever, and I’m really glad she’s my partner.

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Also happy birthday!

thank you! The Aya has given me such a good week and I'm so happy. :')