#{{thanks bb}}

[peppermintquartz]

thoughts on messy, grief-tainted FWB bucktommy after Bobby's death, both of them trying to fill up the voids inside their own hearts and failing miserably because it's not just the sex they miss, its each other, but they're both still too bitter and hurt (for good reason) to sit down and talk about it so they just keep fucking until one day, after months of this, months of sneaking around and lying point blank to their friends and lying to themselves and each other that they're fine, they don't need more than this, the sex is enough, they're fine, one day Tommy's chopper goes down in a storm and the 118 is the closest engine to assist, and the last thing dispatch gets from Tommy before his radio cuts out is "tell Evan I--"

GIRL. It's self care Saturday and this is not self care 😭

But!!!

They seek solace in the familiar and they both think the other person is no longer interested, esp Tommy because Buck never took back his very hurtful remark about sleeping with people he had no feelings for.

But Buck knows that Tommy at least wants him in his life in some way, and he assumes that is how he can be there for Tommy, while Tommy's like Evan just lost his dad and is in no state of mind to address this, if having sex helps him sleep better and function better then okay what the hell it's not like I was going out to meet anyone else anyway

So the chopper goes down and at Dispatch it's Josh who hears the words and while he doesn't know the FWB situation, he knows for sure that Buck cares deeply about Tommy and once he has sent the 133 he calls Buck (who isn't on shift) and relays the message, and Buck basically loses his entire mind trying to work out what Tommy wanted to say

He goes to the hospital and he isn't allowed to see Tommy or find out his condition because Tommy switched his emergency contact to his captain, and the captain of the 217 does not hold back lashing out at Buck for the damage he's caused to Tommy's career and personal life

"that man is stupid in love with you and you don't appreciate him enough, and if you don't love him the way you should, then get the hell away from him and stay away"

That is when Buck really realizes how he has been taking advantage of Tommy and how he never showed Tommy the real extent of his feelings, but he can't tell Tommy because Tommy's in a coma

The 118 is angry that Buck has been hiding this from them and he loses it spectacularly because how dare they make it about them when the Love of His Life may not make it out of his coma

Cue Harry, Ravi and May helping Buck sneak into Tommy's room and Buck tearfully apologizing and confessing his real feelings

Tommy responds to his voice and then he wakes up and they get back together properly after. Buck helps Tommy through rehab, transfers out of the 118 to the 122, time for the spinoff

[verefex]

Proud to say you were my first followed on Tumblr

🫡🫡🫡

[superman-creampieing-batman]

5, 15 and 16 for the ask game!! And you're not boring at all🫂❤️

Aww thankyou love 💗

I appreciate you playing this with me 😉

5. What is your favourite colour?

My favourite colour is black all the way. I'm committed to the the dark academia aesthetic to the boot. My room is black my wardrobe is full of black and greys.

15. Favourite song

My favourite song is "shape of you" and "labour"

16. Favourite movie

My favourite movie is "rush hour" and "the exorcist". I'm not consistent in my tastes, it jumps all over the place. But my favourite genre is horror, no doubt.

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NGL you guys putting these charms on my beat up vintage speedy made me feel like Carrie Bradshaw.

[charmac]

As written by Dave Chernin…

[khaleesiofalicante]

Have you read any of this writer’s fics? I recommend. This series is here for the days you need sweet and floooofy.

https://archiveofourown.org/series/5928071

I read Night Changes by this author and loved it! Will be reading the rest of them 😈

[insecuregodcomplex]

V which green creek character would Trevor get along best with ?

Carter :)

[twenty-three-hours-to-midnight]

6 and or 7 for writting asks <3

I will give you both because I <3 u

6. What's the last line you wrote?

From my Mark Scheifele/Connor Hellebuyck soulmates fic:

He doesn’t cry, though his throat aches with it. Instead, he just shivers in Kyle’s arms for a while, until the warmth Kyle’s bleeding into him and the soft, rhythmic pass of his hand across Connor’s back makes the shaking stop.

and 7. Post a snippet from a wip.

From my burlesque dancer Mark Scheifele/still-a-hockey-player Kyle Connor WIP:

There have been all kinds of performers throughout the night, all of them primped and bedazzled and beautiful. However, not one of them holds a candle to the man who steps into the spotlight. 

He might be the hottest guy Kyle's ever seen. His costume is less intricate than the others before him—it's just a black tux, but it's expertly tailored across his broad shoulders and nipped in at his narrow waist. It lets the rest of him shine—his perfectly coiffed, dark hair is styled in roguishly tousled waves, and his bluer-than-blue eyes seem to glow in the light. He's got dark stubble scuffed across a strong jaw, and he makes Kyle's breath catch in his chest—and that's before he even starts moving. When he prowls up towards the front of the stage, Kyle goes dizzy. He's remarkably glad he's sitting down—he feels like he might swoon.