🐉ani

Daughter of Malec Mother of Mavid Bestie of Hollanov

[raytoroapologist]

at least im a faggot

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“Why didn't you tell me?” Max sighed. “I know I can’t tell you a lot of things about the boys, but…you could’ve told me. I thought we were trying to fix our, you know, brotherly bond or whatever.”

“We are,” Rafael said immediately. “Max, it’s so important to me that we go back to how things used to be.”

“Then why didn’t you tell me about this?” Max demanded, sounding annoyed now. “Because it feels like you don’t trust me—”

“I do trust you, Max—”

“Then why didn’t you tell—”

“Because I am fucking embarassed, okay?” Rafael shouted, throwing his hands up. “I didn’t tell you because it’s fucking embarassing.”

Max blinked at that. “Rafe.”

“I have failed as a father,” Rafael said, almost to himself. “My daughter doesn’t talk to me anymore. And my son is an extremist now.”

Max was quiet for a moment, then he reached out and squeezed Rafael’s arm. “Cami is the coolest girl I know.”

Rafael lifted an eyebrow. “More than Lance and Arthur?”

“I said coolest girl,” Max noted with a grin. “Although she’s very close to dethroning them. Did you know she can ride her bike hands-free?”

Rafael, who had taught her how to do that, couldn’t help but smile. Then he shook his head. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Arjun sooner.”

Max squeezed his arm again. “He is not an extremist, Rafael. He’s just a little bitch.”

Rafael snorted at that. “Is that better or worse?”

“It’s fixable,” Max replied. “Do you want me to fix it?”

-- finally some good fucking food 😭😭😭

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I will officially start a petition to get bookworm Kincaid back

considering he was a big fan of 'picture books' when he was young, petition to get him into comic books and graphic novels IMMEDIATELY

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Maybe I'm just dumb but what you're saying is that all the things Nico knew about his vision, all the things he wrote in his journals were thought him by Arthur?

not all the things :))

but seers communicate with each other (and different versions of themselves)

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Dani who started the red head rumours??

we shall find out very soon (it's actually really funny to me 😂)

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LBAF 7 Reread - Part 10

lmao lovelaces be like

i love how all the kids are having a crisis after visiting new york. atlas is like 'do my parents love work more than me?' and regine is like 'are my parents assholes and trying to ruin my life' and cami is like 'are my parents lowkey fascists'. i call this the mavid effect.

gabriel calling selena 'mami' 🥵

selena has this parenting this in the bag

lmaoo iris

YES FINALLY SOMEONE WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT BUDGETS

this was so funny

NO MY POOR LITTLE ANTOINEEEEEE

abigail is one of a kind fr

the way i know he will be SAT for blackbane wedding lmao

what do you mean he loves wedding and no one invites him to theirs?? i will kill all of them.

i know she is max's favourite 🙂‍↕️

this little detail is so trivial yet so cool because it gives us insight into worldbuilding + characters hehe

NOT THESE FUCKERS LITERALLY PREPARING A NUCLEAR WEAPON AGAINST LANCE #FUCKYOU

YEAH HE SAID THAT

cami is the coolest person i know

they will all pay for this

CAMI IS THE COOLEST PERSON I KNOW

i know she was #disgusted

this is very true because if it had been anyone other than rafael, they'd have caved by now. but that man has made some really difficult choices in his career oof

arthur loool

cutiesssss

i love how their the same age but you can see the contrast between the different kids in this generation (like joan vs cami) and it reflects the lbaf gang's parenting soo much

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Am i wrong in saying i thought Magnus underreacted in the fight. Like why is this bitch trying to guilt trip you into doing dark magic.

ily Alec but…you’re like 70

magnus was being 'possessed' by his evil self and he was still less of a dick than alec in that scene lmao

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Your latest reread and the last part (Magnus and Alecs fight) reminded me of Take Me To Church. That fic was so good.

Also, how the hell was that 7 years ago. I can’t believe I was literally 13 in high school when I started reading your fics and now I’m a 20 year old job woman who’s still crazy after them.

...7 YEARS AGO????????

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LBAF 7 Reread - Part 9

Cuties.

Sureeeee. That's why you wanted to be there....

I need fmf 2 just for max and mina shenanigans :(

i also need arthur's wardrobe

lmao pls

he clocked that liar IMMEDIATELY

HE IS ROMEO

yikes...but good point

:(

THEY ARE ADORABLE

asmodeus vs other magnus is like that coughing baby vs hydrogen bomb thing lol

fineeeeee

this fight though hehehe

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LBAF 7 Reread - Interlude - Part 3

oh 🥹

she wants that max lb cookie sooooo bad

they just saw a portal (and magic) for the first time i am emo

magnus knows him soooo well (and were those last couple of lines necessary oof)

i need other max fan art soooo bad

well, yes.

hermes, you fool indeed.

:((

the way i laughed lmao

i think it's very interesting that max thought rage/hate would keep David alive because pain/grief killed him. as if he didn't consider for a moment that max's betrayal would also cause pain/grief...

he was so real for this.

like fr. leave my client alone.

i am sorry but this is so funny to me (also reminder that hermes hasn't opened this letter in the current timeline 👀)

he is the best leader in lbaf and yes that includes alec and everyone else

THEIR FRIENDSHIPPPPPPP

he's a loverboy, what did you expect, hermes???

if only he knew where the name story came from sdkjncfjksndckd

AND I SAY LBAF, AT ITS CORE, IS ABOUT THE POWER OF LOVE??

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LBAF 7 Reread - Interlude - Part 2

this transition is sending meeeeeee

he said that magnus's face oof

something something about dystopian worlds and moral deficits

he should not be allowed to name children (yes i know the name had to be plain and anonymous but still ughhhh)

one of my favourite world building thingies in lbaf

HIS OBSESSION KNOWS NO BOUNDS

the way they literally broke every fucking rule lmao i have to laugh

okay but they are very cute

PAIN??????????

hermes playing with fire here lmao. magnus did warn him...

i completely forgot that hermes bought max the white cloak 🥹

SHUT UP THEY ARE SO CUTE

...hermes asking questions that magnus should've asked a long time ago...

lmao his hypocritical ass got called out

i am fine, thanks for asking

OH MY FAIRCAIN

lmao if i tell you i know how this rumour started kfjnjkd

if this fic was a tv show, i'd have ended the episode here.

do they know? do mavid family know other max almost died trying to see if a canon event can be changed? like all the shit he gets for letting lance and arthur 'just die' when it took centuries for him to accept there is no other way...

he is such a fucking realist. oof. it's exactly the kind of leadership warlocks need ngl

an then this is exactly what happened (because they changed the canon event which made the nephilim evil and then the warlocks started getting killed all over again)

STEVIEEEEEE HELLOOOO MY BABY (also i am cooking with these warlock last names bro)

i laughed

We don't talk about how fucked up this is...like imagine all the universes where victoria is childless and joan is bestie-less and arthur is kincaid-less. PAIN.

in other words, max lb can never catch a fucking break

:(

the way he put the secret to saving the universe inside a takeout container oh max you are so dear to me

i remember, this was the first time i cried while writing lbaf 7. like this scene broke me, bros.

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DANIIIII I WON A HUGE AWARD AT WORK WHICH IS SUPER RARE FOR SOMEONE AT MY INTERN LEVEL POSITION TO GET AND I AM SO HAPPY

OH MY FUCKING GOD, EL. I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU. HOLY SHIT. YOU DESERVE THIS, BEBE. LOVE WHEN MY BEBES GET THE RECOGNITION THEY DESERVE. TREAT YO SELF AND PARTY HARD. CONGRATULATIONSSSSSSSS.

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LBAF 7 Reread - Interlude - Part 1

I said what I said.

They really changed history, huh?

Damn, did I have to get so serious lol?

I love that Hermes and Max are friends in the future <3

I love Hermes POV because he has perspectives only such an old immortal would like man is INFORMED AF

i will grieve david and nicolas in every universe :(

i am sorry he's so funny for this like why would you say that lil guy

NOT THE WINNIE THE POOH BAG

the fact that nicolas knew hermes cannot die and yet made a necklace for him with his magic to keep him safe from shadow demons because he didn't want hermes to suffer and he even made the chain in sunflower shape because it's hermes' favourite flower THEIR FRIENDSHIP

he's talking about other magnus btw...

oh?

cannot be me because i'd have opened that shit the moment he left the room lmao

now why did i write all of this????

LMAO YOU FOOL

gentle reminder that max lb, the boy who wanted to be a shadowhunter when he grew up and loved his consul-dad and consul-brother, was the first warlock to ever walk away from the clave because if you fuck with David, you are dead to him.

see what i mean when i say his perspectives give us so much...perspective?

i love whenever this line comes up in lbaf lol

"they're all lilith's children, but sometimes hermes swears magnus is her favourite" OH BUZZY AFFFFFF

shukra x tessa one shot when (i would actually like to see them date because i don't subscribe to the "warlocks cannot fall in love after their true mortal shadowhunter love dies" nonsense (except for max lb, my bad, but that man is clinically insane so....)

i love the detail that in a world without magic, eldest curses are no longer 'curses' but 'specials'. like wow, time and context, huh? ALSO MAX DOING DRUGS NO MY BABY

...he is so hot to me when he is #strict

magnus rescuing cats in the middle of an apocalypse is a very magnus thing to do oof

"his purpose died eighty years ago" I ONLY KNOW PAIN

gentle reminder david's book literally saved lives

not this whole time travel thing being hermes' idea lmao he was yelling at other max like crazy BRO YOU FORCED HIM

👀🫣🤐🦢

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I feel like I need people more than they need me. I’m more clingy than people around me. I need people around me- my friends, my parents, my brother. The human contact, the constant communication, the love. It makes me feel a little pathetic sometimes. Like I’m weak.

My only wish for you is to find your people. I hope you find people who will indulge you and appreciate you.

Being a yearner is not for the faint-hearted. But don't let these boring assholes dim you down, bebe. As my lord and savior max lightwood-bane would say, love should not be half-assed.

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Any tips on how to do something while being really really scared of failing and how failing could mean you suck and everyone around you would judge you forever.

do things knowing there are (more often than not) opportunities to try (and succeed) again.

see things and do things because you a) enjoy them and b) want to learn something than to be c) successful at them.

be gentle with yourself.

believe in second chances.

failure does not mean you suck, it means you need support (and practice)

most importantly - people around you do not give a fuck about you. they will judge and say things, but that is the extent of it. they literally don't give a fuck. it is sad and scary. but it's also a good thing because it means at the end of the day, we should do whatever we want anyway because, and i repeat, nobody gives a shit about us other than us. except maybe friends and family that truly loves you. and if you think (and are so worried) that they will judge you forever, then the 'something' you need to do is get a better support system. cheers!

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What was that weird comment what did the person even thought when they wrote that comment i genuinely can't even understand what they were trying to say

It is clearly written using AI, and I'm 99% sure it's a bot (this happened a lot with last LBAF too). It is terrifying that our writing can be accessed and used so easily by AI, but idk how to stop it :)

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saw this comment on the latest chapter of my fic and once again remembered that my fics and my writing are being scraped for ai and there is nothing i can do to stop it (i need a gun)