#{thoughts;;}

[redshcdes-archived]

also like idk not to again get trauma deep on main

idk but to me personally it does mean a lot. to me. and like. writing terezi with memories of the game over timeline and especially relating to like. her abuse with gamzee

cus it does affect me very deeply!! and i also dont want to just wipe that away cus i feel its. disingenuous and was so integral to Terezi’s growth. Like everything she went to is so important to me and to her character and I will NOT just wipe it like Hussie tried to do

nuh uh honey not my gay ass

also as someone w like. deep rooted. personal issues with such abuse and the experience and everything like that it just. feels important to me for terezi to keep it and also it kinda feels.. cathartic to me. to have her overcome her abuse and like

the trauma stays. but like. she works through it. yk?? like. idk.

terezi is v depressing and shit sucks rn but i kno in the future shes gonna mend so many relationships and or regain friendships nd make new ones and just like. move on you know?

so its just.

important 2 meee

[crossesover-a]

Stop worrying about what Simon thinks of you, stop worrying about what Simon thinks of you, stop worrying about-

You’re a disappointment, no amount of good or even heroic deeds will ever make him proud of you.

Damn it.

[amurgsizori]

💭💭💭

She can all but tell me to fuck off all she wants. I couldn’t care less. I suppose this is what I get for trying.

Her death has destroyed Garfield. I want to be supportive but after what she did, but I can’t bring myself to mourn her. I’m just upset she left scars.

She’s back and she’s sorry for the things she did. And I believe her. Her reaching to mend things first- or perhaps Gar’s help... I said that I would never trust her again but she is earnest in her remourse. Time will tell but I’m... hopeful.

[inducctive]

Since it was brought up in the unaired pilot version of “A Study in Pink” where Sherlock and John have their little exchange of how Sherlock hasn’t eaten for several days,  I wonder if Sherlock has days where he does eat and he eats like a ravenous teenager going through a growth spurt because he is just so damn hungry but his stomach can’t handle that amount of food so he ends up throwing it up. Or maybe he’ll just snack throughout the day because surely he wouldn’t be stupid enough to starve himself then start binge eating?

[incussus]

     { come now,  o p e n  your  e y e s ;    look up to the ḟℓαмεṧ in the ṧкƴ            come now, do not  f o r g e t ;      those ℮мßℯґṧ are the ḟїᾔαℓ ʝʊ∂ℊℯ }

[incussus]

the ƒʟøωℯґs,    яε∂,      and ƴεℓʟøω,           and ßʟüℯ;

   ...i will pick the ℘яεттℐεsт ones for you.