#|| vent

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|| You guys already know its a work related story.

Anyways, Mr. Regular old ass loud af mother fucker comes into the place and he's hitting on the barely legal girls in the lobby. I'm already frustrated because this guy says the same shit and is loud about it. "I'm gonna be a millionaire, I'm a nice guy, Valentine's day is around the corner" and sometimes some religious nonsense. He doesn't pick up social cues that none of the women want to talk to him. If he can actually see straight, he'd probably notice that.

So he hits on my coworkers. Same song and dance, we're busy and he's getting loud and holding up the line. Some of his work buddies tried to get him out, trying to get him to leave all the ladies alone and he's not getting it. People are getting mad and frustrated, my coworker is uncomfortable, I have to step in.

The annoyance was scribbled all over my face, I really don't like this dude, I go, "Hey, uh, Mr. So-So, we're done here, right? You can go now. We got a huge line."

The dumbass, he goes: "Aww, sweetheart, I promise I didn't forget about you. I'm also gonna get you some chocolates. I didn't mean to make you jealous."

MOTHERFUCKER-

And then something snapped inside of me. "Why the fuck would I want the attention of a man who makes ten times less than what I do?" The dude shut the fuck up really quick and left but my manager was right there. Idk if they even noticed but-

There's only so much a person can deal with. I fucking hate this guy-

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|| I'll never forgive that show for doing Dead so dirty. She's supposed to be 40+ years old but she looks like a child because "dur hur muh experiments make her look like a preteen forever" and she's the most sexualized character in the show. Dead has always been portrayed as an adult. Idk what the creators were smoking when they gave her that design.

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|| This is what I get myself for even daring to have a social interaction with a person of the opposite gender in public. Like why do I have to explain myself to people? There's nothing wrong with me but now I look and feel stupid for defining my own happiness. And now I'm fucking crying because I have so much anger and anxiety inside.

I wish I could just erase this day.

[green-x-reaper]

|| I'm tired. I wanna sleep for work tomorrow but I'm waiting for my brother to stream so I can be a supportive sister. SIR- PLAY THE DAMN GAME-

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|| Does anyone have that art trait where they feel more comfortable drawing a certain thing? For me would be female anatomy because its been something I've been studying for like. . . 5+ years? I mean, I know how to draw men but I guess its because women were the first thing thats has been taught to me. Plus, penises scare me.