Sorry that I died, but also, not really!
Informally, I think this is a good time as any to just say I don’t really know if I’ll be roleplaying again anytime soon. I just don’t have the time for it anymore, nor the mental capacity to write/type out big replies AS MUCH as I wish I could. If it were up to me, I would be writing away these fun stories with y’all, but I simply can’t fit the time in? TBH I’ve just been talking about my OCS to mutuals and friends who will listen, but I’m not really planning on making a comeback on here anytime soon, AS MUCH AS I’D LOVE TO. My new job takes up a lot of time and usually the weekends, I catch up on other hobbies that have kinda taken the front. HONESTLY, it makes me very sad knowing that RP has been pushed into the backs of my mind because I honestly love writing. I love talking to new mutuals and making new stories. But whenever I come back with a burst of energy to write, I just end up poofing again, leaving people on a hook and thats it. And I KNOW no one is pressuring me for a reply or anything, but by the time i come back, I feel like so much time has passed that theres new mutuals. Theres new bonds. New blogs and I’ve missed that? and in playing catch up I exhaust myself all over again and its like?? **hand gesture** I just don’t,, know where to fit in the time for all of that AS MUCH AS I WANT TO. Like I wish I had more time to flesh out stories or bonds, but by the time I’m ready to write, I realize I just don’t have the energy or time to LMAO. AND TBH, theres just? other stuff I rather do that feels more fulfilling than rping.
So idk this isn’t really me saying ADIOS bye bye I’m never roleplaying again,, but more like???? Hey, I’ve been quiet but I hope y’all are good and just know I miss it here but idk when I’ll be able to join the RPC in a steady fun manner that I wish to write in.
Anyways, I hope you guys have been good and safe!! <3
