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[solidifaith]

✦ — what tragedy are you ?

pentheus

you are pentheus from the bacchae by euripides, and you hold yourself so tightly wound together and so perfectly in place that even the slightest push will make you shatter. you are determined, you are headstrong, and you are addicted to pushing yourself to your farthest limits just to see when you will snap. you find comfort in tradition, order, and authority, because that is where you are allowed to be blind to the darkness inside you. once in a while, give into the temptation and the chaos you keep denying yourself. it is the only way to not be afraid anymore.

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[solidifaith]

✦ — what shape does your pain take?

A Picture

A picture. A single image reminding you of someone or something you've lost, something you don't want to live without. You can't seem to move on, to accept life has changed, to live again. You're trapped in the picture, in the past.

Maybe this was a lost family member or friend, maybe this was a sickness that isn't going away, maybe this was sinking into depression. But you can't help but remember how life was before, how life after will never be the same, and can't help but feel that nothing in the future will be able to fill the hole the past left.

Nothing lasts forever... Right?

[solidifaith]

Headcanon

Zhongli is already a quite reserved person.

And the subject of his wife it's not something that he enjoys talking about, regardless of whether he may, or may not, need to do it. Any other type of information, he would share it, so it can persist in someone else's memory as well. But her memory, he hoards it like a dragon hoarding its treasure.

To add to this, he doesn't consider it a good strategy either. He looks like a young man after all. So bringing up the fact that he's fine and has mourned her for a long time, could make his identity as "Zhongli" falter, to the eyes of those who don't know who he really is. In the best of the cases, though, people might just assume that he's trying to be tough about it.

But Zhongli is not a risk taker. Especially when it comes to something so precious to him, like the memory of his beloved. There will be exceptions, eventually, in which he will share them, soon as he feels comfortable enough with someone he trusts deeply.