re: more gender rambles !!!
okay so !!! been thinking about it more !! i feel like maybe i feel more gendered on some days than others. like i'm still honestly okay with terms like "boy" and "husband" etc !! but also, i do feel like i don't entirely experience gender or fully being a binary gender on most days. i feel rlly good about non-gendered terms and pronouns, as well as "male" terms and pronouns. about equally so ! so maybe it's nonbinary, maybe demigender, maybe neither !!! maybe i won't even have a label for it, which is super cool imo ! idk i love being able to explore this so freely especially since top surgery has virtually rid me of dysphoria entirely. anyway !! just wanted 2 keep some documentation of my feelings here (((^:









