you ever get that where you rly wanna get into a fandom but you're like... too late? like you go through the tumblr tag but it's near empty and all the igs that were insanely active have been deleted and even tracking down a twitter account is near impossible and you can't find any new content and there's even people talking about how they 'used to be in the fandom but it completely died off' and you're just looking at these posts from three years ago and you want in but you can't because it just doesn't exist anymore and you're sitting there wanting to chat to people about this thing you like but they'd loved it and left it long before you even knew it existed?
i really don't like that feeling













