#(kitcat.)

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😳

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He's not terrible he's not. He's my Madi he's not terrible. I love him so much. He's not bad, he thinks he's bad he's not bad.

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I should have kept my mouth shut i shouldn’t have said anything I was too obvious now he knows and now he’s not going to be happy.

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I love you. I'm sorry.

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He's my best friend, my boyfriend, and yet I know him as well as one does an acquaintance while he knows me so much more intimately. He knows me in ways I would be disgusted with others knowing. I understand he's private in regards to himself but hm. I don't know. I don't like that, being in the same category as anyone else he knows, that way.

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Are....are there little couple things we might do to fix that? Or do I overshare?

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I don’t know what to do. I don’t know why that was a bad thing to say. Does he wish I didn’t actually care for him? I don’t know what to do.

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It’s dark. But I shouldn’t turn on a light. He needs to sleep.