#(notes to myself)

[the-dominant-script]

notes to myself…

Some nights I’m the storm. Others, her shelter.

I used to think dominance was about control. Now I know it’s about presence. The way she breathes slower when I hold her, the way her fingers tighten when I don’t say a word, the way her walls fall in silence, not in commands.

I’ve touched skin that trembled, but it’s the trembling voice I remember. I’ve kissed mouths that moaned, but it’s the whispered please that stays with me.

Sometimes I miss women I never even undressed. Because it wasn’t their body I wanted to break, it was the distance between who they were and who they could’ve been with me.

That’s the ache no one sees. Not hunger. Not lust. But the memory of a closeness that almost happened.

And still, when I trace a shoulder in the dark, it’s not for possession. It’s to remind myself that I’m capable of ruin, but I choose intimacy instead.

[fyeevergreen]

gUYS I MINI SHIFTED !! 😭😭😭😭😭 I FEEL SO LIGHT ITS REAL

[peterlorres21stcentury]

my personal headcanon: in his younger days Conquest was the acting equivalent of a drill instructor and was responsible for combat education in a sort of Viltrumite boot camp. Like he wasn't a General and he wasn't in charge of the new adults, but he was there to whip the adolescents/near adults into shape and prepare them for real combat. Predictably, he terrified everyone, including the other instructors, and personally threatened to gut anyone he caught calling him "Conky" behind his back (rumor has it he did carry out this threat at least once a year, but for totally unrelated infractions).

As terrifying as he would be as a teacher, I honestly think it makes sense. The way things were set up during Argall's rule, Conquest would make a suitably harsh "educator" of Viltrum's youth, and I think deep down he genuinely wants to see them grow strong and improve. The way he smacked Mark around while encouraging him to hit harder and find his true strength ("where is your Viltrumite heart?!") was a glimpse into this. For me, anyway.

Perhaps sometime later, it was determined he was enjoying this work a little too much and had endangered too many promising lives already, so he might have attained the rank of executioner. And when he enjoyed that too much, he eventually became the planet destroyer we know today. I'm sure he gave the council many a headache in his prime.

[frettedzetaplushball]

[daprogrammer]

get up and move your body

move all that stagnant energy

[spiralmovements]

Perspective is Everything

When the perspective angle of the observer changes, the phenomenon alters.

[nishabd-pdf]

Somedays you'll be reminded that you used to run a late night radio on Tumblr dot com when you were a depressed college student and life will feel so bittersweet

[maysmein]

a friend to all is a friend to none ja