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Playdate pt2
Pairing: dark! Baek dongha x female reader x dark! Do seongmok
Warnings: NONCON, violence, bullying, blackmail, non consensual recording, stalking, drugging, blood, physical restraint, humiliation, forced to watch, use of words like slut and whore etc
Summary: Your ‘no’ was just the beginning of their game.
Word count: 9,1k
Pt1 here
(A/n: Minor spoiler ahead—I added a new character, Min-Jun. You can imagine him however you like! Hope you guys would like it. Pls like and reblog!)
Tag list: @mirwors
Read at your own risk!! Sensitive content ahead!!
The moment they let you go, your body felt heavy, like every nerve ending had been scorched. You stumbled back, gripping the edge of the mattress for support. Tears blurred your vision, and your chest heaved as your lungs fought for air. You couldn’t believe what had just happened.
Dongha lounged on the couch, shirt messy, his chest rising and falling slowly. His smirk was back, calm and predatory. Seongmok leaned against the wall, arms crossed, expression unreadable—but his eyes burned into you, sharp and calculating.
“You’re shaking,” Dongha said softly, almost mocking. “Cute… but you should get used to this. You’re mine now.”
You swallowed, words caught in your throat. Fear and revulsion clashed with the strange, undeniable ache still lingering inside you. You wanted to run, to disappear, to crawl into a corner and vanish—but your body refused to obey.
Seongmok stepped closer, voice low and measured. “We’ve taken photos,” he said. Not a threat—more of a fact. “You follow our rules. You don’t… you know the consequences.”
You swallowed again, horror settling in. The thought of those images, proof of what just happened, froze you where you stood. Your mind raced, frantic with plans that would never work.
Dongha laughed softly, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “Don’t worry, angel. We’ll take care of you… but you have to cooperate.”
Cooperate. The word hung in the air, heavy and suffocating. You wanted to scream, to fight, to reject everything about them—but the power they held over you was absolute.
You stumbled toward the door, voice barely a whisper. “I… I want to go home.”
Dongha’s eyes flicked toward the door, then back at you. “We’ll get you home. But first… you’ll answer a few questions. Just for fun.”
Seongmok stepped beside him, calm, silent, but the weight of his gaze pinned you to the spot. “Don’t try anything stupid. You know we’ll notice.”
Your mind screamed, but your legs moved mechanically, following their lead. Outside, the night air hit your face, sharp and real, yet the feeling of safety eluded you. You were free… in the physical sense—but trapped in every other way.
You didn’t know how long the ride home would be, or what other tests they had in mind. You only knew one thing: nothing would ever be normal again. expression unreadable—but his eyes burned into you, sharp and calculating.
“You’re shaking,” Dongha said softly, almost mocking. “Cute… but you should get used to this. You’re mine now.”
You swallowed, words caught in your throat. Fear and revulsion clashed with the strange, undeniable ache still lingering inside you.
Seongmok pushed off the wall, his voice a low, measured command that brooked no argument. "Get up. We're walking you home."
The order was so mundane, so horrifically out of place, that it momentarily short-circuited your panic. Walking? It sounded so normal. So civil. It was a grotesque parody of a gentlemanly gesture.
Dongha stood and stretched languidly, like a cat, before grabbing his jacket. "Yeah, can't you getting lost, angel. It's dark out."
They weren't offering an escort. They were dictating the next phase of your imprisonment. Numbly, mechanically, you found your shoes and put them on, your fingers fumbling with the laces. They watched your every move, not helping, just observing. Taking inventory of their disoriented possession.
Seongmok opened the door to the night air. It was cool and should have been freeing, but it felt like simply exchanging one cell for a larger, more exposed one.
Dongha gestured for you to go ahead of him. "After you."
You stepped out onto the quiet street, the two of them falling into step on either side of you like dark, matching bookends. They weren't touching you, but their presence was a cage, corralling you, their strides effortlessly matching your unsteady, shuffling steps. The silence of the sleeping neighborhood was deafening, broken only by the sound of your own ragged breathing and the scuff of your shoes on the pavement.
This was the walk of shame, but it was also a procession. A silent announcement that you were theirs.
The night air was cold, a sharp contrast to the feverish heat of the room you’d just escaped. It should have felt freeing, but it didn’t. Their presence on either side of you became your new, moving prison.
Dongha fell into step on your right, his hands tucked casually into his pockets as if this were any ordinary night. Seongmok flanked your left, a silent, looming shadow. They were corralling you, their strides effortlessly matching your unsteady, shuffling steps. The quiet of the residential street was deafening, broken only by the sound of your own ragged breathing.
“So,” Dongha began, his voice a low, conversational hum that felt obscenely normal. “What’s your favorite subject? In school.”
You flinched. The question was so mundane, so horrifically out of place, that it made your stomach turn. You remained silent, staring straight ahead at the familiar path you’d walked a thousand times, now rendered alien and threatening.
“Come on,” he coaxed, leaning in slightly. You could feel the heat of his arm near yours. “We’re just talking. Cooperating, remember? It’s an easy question.”
You swallowed, your throat tight. “...English,” you whispered, the word tasting like ash.
“English,” Dongha repeated, as if savoring it. “Nice. I bet you’re good with your words.” The double entendre hung in the air, slick and poisonous. He wasn’t just making conversation; he was testing the boundaries of his control, seeing how you’d respond to even the most basic command.
Seongmok remained silent, but his head was on a swivel, his sharp eyes scanning the dark, sleeping streets. Not for threats to you, but for witnesses. For anyone who might see this little procession and misunderstand. His vigilance wasn't protective; it was possessive. He was ensuring their property wasn't spotted.
A set of headlights turned onto the far end of the street. Instinctively, you tensed, a frantic, shameful thought of screaming for help flashing through your mind.
As if reading your thoughts, Seongmok’s hand came up, not to grab you, but to rest heavily on your shoulder. It was a casual gesture to anyone watching—a friend guiding another. But his grip was iron, his thumb pressing just enough into the base of your neck to be a warning. A promise.
Don’t.
The car drove past, its occupants oblivious. The pressure on your shoulder didn't lessen.
You turned the final corner, and your house came into view. The sight of it, usually a relief, now sent a new wave of dread through you. They knew this place. They had brought you here before. It was already marked territory.
“There it is,” Dongha said, his tone light, as if pointing out a landmark. There was no question in his voice. He knew exactly which one it was. The normalcy of his comment was a violation in itself.
“You’re shaking again,” he observed, a smirk evident in his voice. He didn’t sound concerned. He sounded pleased.
You finally reached your gate. It had never looked so much like a border between two worlds—the before and the after. The three of you stopped, standing under the faint glow of a streetlight.
Dongha turned to face you, his expression unreadable in the shadows. “See? We got you home safe.” He reached out and gently, almost tenderly, tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers lingered for a second too long on your cheek. “Just like last time.”
The casual reference to knowing where you lived, to having been here before, was a fresh wave of ice down your spine.
He smiled then, a slow, predatory thing. “We’ll see you tomorrow.”
The declaration was absurd, a lie so blatant it was itself a threat. “You… you can’t,” you whispered, the words escaping before you could stop them. “We don’t… we go to different schools.”
The smile on Dongha’s face didn't falter. It widened. Seongmok let out a soft, quiet sound that wasn't quite a laugh—more like the rustle of a predator stirring.
“Did we say we’d see you at school?” Dongha asked, his voice dripping with false innocence. He leaned closer, his breath ghosting your ear. “We’ll see you tomorrow. After. We know where you are. We know when you get out.”
The implication landed like a physical blow. They wouldn't be confined to school grounds. Their claim on you was total, extending everywhere. They would be waiting for you. They would pull you out of your own world, your own life, and into theirs whenever they pleased.
“Sweet dreams, angel,” Dongha murmured, pulling back. “Don’t bother locking your window. It won’t keep us out.”
Seongmok’s hand finally left your shoulder. He gave you one last, long look, his eyes seeming to memorize every detail of your terrified face, before nodding once, a silent dismissal.
They didn't leave. They stood there, watching, waiting for you to open your gate and walk into the house. They were seeing their acquisition to its designated storage unit, a place they were already far too familiar with.
Your hands trembled as you fumbled with the latch. You could feel their eyes on your back, branding you. You finally pushed the gate open and stumbled through, not looking back.
You didn't hear them walk away. You knew, with a certainty that turned your blood cold, that they were still there. Waiting until you were fully inside. Making sure their property was securely put away for the night.
And now, the terror had a new shape: the end of the school day. The walk home. Any moment of freedom was now just a countdown until they appeared again.
A soft, almost inaudible sound came from outside—the scuff of a shoe on pavement, a low, muffled laugh that was instantly shushed.
They were still there.
Just letting you know they were there.
[♡]
The buzz of your phone was a gunshot in the dead silence of your room.
Your heart lurched against your ribs, a frantic, painful rhythm. You already knew. Rolling over, the screen’s glow confirmed it. Dongha.
Sleep evaporated. Your blood ran cold. You fumbled to unlock your phone, your hands betraying you with their violent shaking.
Dongha: hi sweetheart. you awake?? Dongha:don't you dare to ignore me. you know the consequences.
A silent scream built in your throat. Why? Why did you ever say yes? Why did you ever think his attention was flattering? You’d walked right into this.
You: yeah. I'm awake.
The reply was instantaneous.
Dongha: good girl. Dongha:Now send me a pic without your shirt on.
The air left your lungs. The blackmail pictures they already had were one thing—a violation they’d committed. This was different. This was a command. He was making you violate yourself. The cruelty of it was a fresh, searing wound.
You: dongha I'm sorry..I can't. please
You begged. You hated yourself for it, but you begged.
His response wasn’t text. It was an image.
A screenshot. A video file. Its title was a date. Today’s date. Below it, a blinking cursor was in the upload bar of a site you desperately didn't want to recognize.
Dongha: guess then you wouldn't mind the love we made today being uploaded. it's buffering. your move.
Tears, hot and shameful, spilled over. Love. The word was a poison. There had been no love. Only force. Only taking.
And now, he was making you give.
A sob caught in your throat, strangled and raw. The blue light of your phone screen blurred through a film of tears. The words love we made felt like a physical slap. There had been no love. There had only been taking.
Your thumbs hovered over the screen, trembling so badly you could barely type.
You: please. don’t make me do this.
The response was immediate. Not with text.
Your phone screen flashed, illuminating the dark room with a harsh, clinical light. Dongha is calling…
The ringtone, usually cheerful, was a shrill alarm in the dead silence of your room. It was a demand for an answer. Now.
You sucked in a ragged breath, swiping the answer button with a shaking finger, but you couldn’t bring yourself to speak. You just held the phone to your ear, listening to the empty static of the line.
“I’m not asking.” His voice was in your ear, low and smooth, devoid of any of the false sweetness from his texts. It was all cold, hard threat. “I’m telling you. The camera is on the front of your phone. Use it.”
“Why are you doing this?” you whispered, the words barely audible. “You already… you have…”
“Because I can,” he said simply, as if explaining that the sky was blue. “And because you need to learn. Every part of you belongs to me. Even the parts you give yourself. Now, I’m waiting. The video is uploading as we speak. It’s a big file. You have about… thirty seconds to change my mind.”
The line went dead.
Silence. Then, a new text popped up.
Dongha: 25.
It was a countdown. A digital execution.
A horrific, numb stillness settled over you. The tears kept falling, but silently now. This was a test. Not of his power, but of your submission. He was making you an accomplice in your own destruction.
Your hands moved on their own, a marionette guided by his strings. You angled the phone down. The flash went off, a stark, blinding light that captured your tear-streaked face, the fear in your eyes, the shame in the set of your mouth.
You didn’t look as you pulled your shirt over your head, letting it fall to the bed. The air felt cold on your skin. Exposed.
Dongha: 10.
You fumbled, turning the camera, your vision too blurred to aim. You just pointed it at your chest and pressed the button. The flash lit up the room again, freezing the image of your vulnerability.
You sent it.
For a long moment, there was nothing. The silence was worse than the countdown. You sat there, half-naked and shivering, staring at the screen, waiting for his judgment.
Then, a single message appeared.
Dongha: See? That wasn’t so hard.
Another followed a second later. An image. It was a screenshot of the video file on his phone, with a big red CANCELLED button over it.
Dongha: Good girl. Now you can go to sleep. Sweet dreams 😉
You dropped the phone onto the mattress like it had burned you. You pulled your shirt back on, but it felt like his gaze was still seared into your skin. The victory was his. Completely. He hadn’t just taken another picture. he’d broken your will and made you hand it to him.
You curled into a tight ball, but sleep was impossible. Every notification sound for the rest of your life would now be the echo of that ringtone. And you knew, with a certainty that felt like a death sentence, that this was only the beginning.
[♡]
The walk to school was a gauntlet of averted eyes and hissed insults. The words had long since lost their meaning, fading into a static hum of malice you had to physically push through to get to class.
Your desk was a testament to your status. This morning, someone had carved USED deep into the wood next to a crude drawing. You didn't flinch. You just placed your notebook over the vandalism and stared blankly ahead, trying to make yourself disappear.
Lunch was your only escape. The rooftop door was always unlocked, a small, unacknowledged mercy in the rigid structure of school life. It was your sanctuary. Up here, the gossip couldn’t reach you. The wind snatched the whispers away before they could land. You could see the whole city stretching out, a world oblivious to your existence, and for twenty minutes, you could almost remember what it felt like to be free.
You sat with your back against the sun-warmed concrete of the access shed, eating your sandwich alone, feeling the sun on your skin. It was the only time you felt like you could actually breathe.
The creak of the metal door made your heart slam against your ribs.
You scrambled to your feet, food forgotten. This was your place. No one came up here.
A boy stood in the doorway, silhouetted by the light from the stairwell. He looked as surprised as you felt, a paper lunch bag in his hand. You recognized him—Min-Jun, the new transfer student. He had a quiet, observant look about him that felt different from the predatory curiosity you were used to.
“Oh,” he said, his voice calm. He took a step back, giving you space. “Sorry. I didn’t know anyone was up here. I was just… looking for some quiet.”
He was leaving. The panic was instant and overwhelming. The thought of him leaving was almost worse than the thought of him staying. If he left, he might lock the door. He might tell someone. This would be taken from you, too.
“No,” you said, the word coming out too sharp, too desperate. You forced yourself to soften your tone. “It’s okay. You can stay.”
He hesitated for a moment, then nodded, stepping fully onto the rooftop and letting the door swing shut behind him. He didn’t crowd you. Instead, he walked to the opposite parapet and leaned against it, looking out at the view you both shared.
“It’s nice up here,” he said after a moment of comfortable silence. His voice was easy, not pushing. “Better than the cafeteria.”
“Yeah,” you whispered, slowly sinking back down to your spot. Your pulse was still racing, but the urge to flee was fading. “It is.”
He didn’t try to fill the silence with forced conversation. He just unwrapped his sandwich and ate, looking out at the skyline. The silence was different from the kind you were used to. It wasn’t heavy or isolating. It was peaceful. It felt, impossibly, shared.
After a few minutes, he gestured to the space beside you with his chin. “Mind if I…?”
You shook your head. He came over and sat a respectful distance away, his legs stretched out in front of him. The warmth of the concrete seemed to radiate from him, too.
“I’m Min-Jun,” he said. “I know,”you replied, then immediately felt your cheeks heat. You sounded like a stalker. “I mean… you’re new. Everyone knows.” He gave a small,wry smile that made something in your chest tighten. “Yeah. Makes me easy to spot. You’re Y/N, right?”
You just nodded, utterly stunned that he knew your name. Most people just referred to you as “her” or “that girl.”
“This school is… something else,” he said, not looking at you, giving you the gift of not feeling observed. “The gossip here is like a competitive sport.”
A bitter, hollow laugh escaped you before you could stop it. “You have no idea.”
“I’m starting to get an idea,” he said, his tone gentle. He wasn’t pushing. He was just… there. “It’s all pretty stupid.”
Tears, hot and sudden, pricked at the corners of your eyes. You looked away, out over the city so he wouldn’t see. Stupid. That was it. That was the perfect, simplest word for it. The sheer, pointless, cruel idiocy of it all. No one had ever cut through the noise and named it so plainly.
He didn’t mention the rumors. He didn’t ask you about the boys from the other school. He just sat with you, in the quiet, under the vast sky.
When the bell rang, it felt like a cruel interruption. The sanctuary was over.
He stood up and gathered his trash. “See you up here tomorrow?” he asked, as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
The question was so kind, so unassuming, it made your chest ache. “Yeah,” you said, your voice thick with an emotion you’d almost forgotten. “I’d like that.”
You walked down the stairs together, but he hung back, letting you go into the hallway first so you wouldn't be seen together. It was a small gesture of incredible understanding.
For the rest of the afternoon, you felt a flicker of warmth in your chest. The rooftop was no longer just an escape. It was a place you shared with someone who saw the stupidity, too. Someone who offered quiet companionship without asking for a thing in return.
It was the first genuine, untainted connection you’d felt in months.
It was the most fragile and precious thing you possessed.
And you had no idea that from a car parked across the street, a long lens had been tracking the two of you on the rooftop the entire time. Seongmok lowered the camera, a slow, cold smile spreading across his face as he showed the screen to Dongha.
Your sanctuary had just become your greatest vulnerability. The kind boy named Min-Jun had just become a target.
[♡]
The final bell was a sound you’d come to dread. As your classmates rushed out, you took your time, slowly stacking your textbooks into your assigned slot on the bookshelf at the back of the homeroom. It was a ritual of delay, putting off the moment you had to step outside.
But recently, the ritual had changed. Min-Jun would often linger too, pretending to organize his own things until the room emptied out.
He was there now, leaning against a nearby desk as you put your last book away. "Tough day?" he asked, his voice low and gentle.
You just shook your head, offering a small, tired smile. It wasn't any tougher than usual. The whispers still followed you, but with Min-Jun nearby, they seemed to lose their sharp edges.
He was the only one who didn't seem to hear them.
He’d helped you clean the vile words off your desk that afternoon, his jaw tight with a quiet anger on your behalf, ignoring the stares of the few remaining classmates. He didn’t care that they were now whispering about him.
Now, in the almost empty classroom, he straightened up. "We should go home together today," he said, as if it were the most natural suggestion in the world.
The air left your lungs. The offer was a sunbeam breaking through storm clouds—beautiful, warm, and utterly terrifying. You hadn’t run into Dongha or Seongmok in person for a while, but their texts were a leash, the most recent one a simple, chilling reminder: Remember your place.
You wanted to say yes. God, you wanted to.
But the fear was a cold hand around your throat. If they see you with him…
"No, it's fine…" you mumbled, avoiding his gaze, nervously straightening the books that were already neat. "I'm okay."
He was quiet for a moment, studying you. "Y/N," he said, his voice so gentle it made your chest ache. "You know… you can tell me anything. I don't believe any of those rumors. Is someone… is someone threatening you?"
He took a step closer. The genuine concern in his voice was your undoing.
You looked up, and the world blurred behind a film of tears. The kindness in his eyes was a stark contrast to the calculated cruelty you were used to. It was too much. A shaky, ragged breath escaped you, and the story began to spill out in broken fragments right there, in the quiet of the empty classroom.
You told him about Dongha. How his attention had felt flattering at first, how you’d been too naive to see the red flags. You told him about the "date" that wasn't a date, about Seongmok showing up, about the empty warehouse. Your voice hitched, the words sticking in your throat.
"And then he… he and his friend, they—" You couldn't say it. The memory was a physical weight, crushing your lungs. A sob broke free, and then you were crying, great, heaving sobs that shook your entire body. You told him how you felt like an idiot. You're stupid for ignoring all those red flags.
"You're not stupid," Min-Jun said firmly, his hand coming up to rest on your shoulder. It was a solid, grounding weight. "Y/N, look at me. You're not."
But you were lost in the storm of your own tears, gasping out the rest. "They recorded it… they follow me… they have… they have everything. I don't want you to get hurt because of me."
"Shhh, it's okay. Stop crying, it's okay," he murmured, his voice soft. He didn't hesitate,he pulled you into a gentle hug right there in the hallway. You melted into him, your face buried in the soft fabric of his school blazer, soaking it with your tears. It felt so good to be held. To have someone tell you it would be okay, even if it was a lie.
"I'll walk you home today," he said, his voice firm against your hair.
You pulled back slightly, sniffling. "No. The whole school is already talking about us. I don't want you to become a target too."
He cupped your face, his thumbs gently wiping your tears away, forcing you to look at him. His expression was fierce with a protective certainty that stole your breath.
"Nothing is going to happen to me. I don't care what this entire school thinks. I'll protect you, okay?" The conviction in his words warmed the frozen parts of your soul. After being treated like nothing, he was ready to stand up for you as if you were everything.
Your resistance crumbled. You managed a small, watery nod.
"Now, let's go home together."
As you stepped out of the school gates, the afternoon sun felt warmer on your skin. For the first time in months, you felt a flicker of real hope. You prayed, with every fiber of your being, that your tormentors were nowhere nearby.
"So, where do you live?" Min-Jun asked, his shoulder brushing yours.
"Just nearby," you said, a real smile touching your lips for the first time. "And you? Don't you take the bus?"
"I can take a later one," he said, smiling back. "It's not a problem."
You giggled, the sound feeling foreign and wonderful. For a single, perfect moment, everything felt normal.
The moment shattered.
"Well, well. Looks like someone's having fun."
The voice—smooth, mocking, and horribly familiar—cut through the air like a shard of ice. Both of you froze.
Baek Dongha and Do Seongmok stood blocking the sidewalk a few feet ahead. They weren't alone. Three other guys, all with the same cold, bored expressions, flanked them. Your heart hammered against your ribs, a frantic bird trapped in a cage. You were frozen, utterly paralyzed by a fear so deep it felt primal.
Min-Jun immediately shifted, placing himself slightly in front of you, his body tense. "Who are you?" he demanded, though the grim set of his jaw said he already knew.
Dongha’s smirk was a vicious thing. "I should be asking you that. Who are you to be hanging around with my girlfriend?"
"She's not your girlfriend," Min-Jun bit back, his voice steady despite the tension coiling through him. "She told me everything."
The air went cold. You felt the weight of two pairs of eyes—Dongha's mocking glare and Seongmok's flat, calculating stare—burn into you.
"Oh, did she?" Dongha laughed, a harsh, ugly sound. "Did she tell you all about our first time? She was so sweet."
Your face burned with a humiliation so intense it felt like a physical brand. Min-Jun’s composure snapped. He moved fast, his fist swinging toward Dongha's face.
It was a mistake.
Dongha, anticipating it, dodged with an almost lazy grace. "Ooh, angry that you didn't get to fuck her yet?" he taunted.
And then his own fist shot out, landing with a sickening crack square on Min-Jun's nose.
You gasped, a sharp cry tearing from your throat. "No! Min-Jun—"
Blood poured instantly between Min-Jun's fingers as he stumbled back, his eyes wide with shock and pain. The fragile sense of safety evaporated, replaced by the cold, familiar grip of pure terror. The nightmare wasn't over. It had just found you again.
Min-Jun scrambled up, a desperate fury in his eyes. He lunged again, not with a punch this time, but a wild, poorly aimed kick. It was the move of someone who had never been in a real fight, all emotion and no technique.
Dongha didn't even flinch. He caught Min-Jun's leg with contemptuous ease, twisting it brutally and sending him crashing back onto the pavement. "You just don't know when to quit, do you?" he sneered, his voice dripping with mockery.
What followed wasn't a fight; it was a methodical, ruthless dismantling. Dongha unleashed a vicious volley of kicks into Min-Jun's side, his stomach, his legs. The sickening, wet thuds of his shoes connecting with flesh and bone were the only sounds besides your own ragged sobs. Min-Jun curled into a fetal position, his arms coming up to protect his head as a strangled groan of pain was forced from his lips.
"No! Stop! Please, just let him go!" you screamed, the words tearing from your throat. The horrific sight of him—this kind, gentle boy now covered in dirt and his own blood, his body jerking with each impact—shattered something inside you. He was the only one who had ever treated you like a person, who had seen you as more than a toy or a target, and he was being broken on the concrete for it.
He couldn't win. He never could.
A primal scream built in your chest. You couldn't just watch. You had to do something, anything. You tried to lunge forward, to throw yourself between them, to take the next kick yourself.
But you never got the chance.
A powerful arm snaked around your waist from behind, yanking you back so hard the air left your lungs. Seongmok. He pulled you tight against his chest, his grip an unbreakable vise of iron and muscle.
"Let me go!" you shrieked, flailing wildly against him. You kicked, you elbowed, you scratched at his arm, but it was like fighting a stone wall. He didn't budge an inch, his hold only tightening, crushing the breath from you. He was a silent, immovable prison, forcing you to watch the consequences of your rebellion.
Tears of pure, unadulterated agony streamed down your face, blurring the nightmare in front of you. Each sickening thud from Dongha's foot was a hammer blow to your soul.
As Dongha delivered one final, brutal kick to Min-Jun's ribs, a cold, devastating truth settled in your bones, as heavy and final as a tombstone.
Maybe luck was never on your side. Maybe hope was just a prelude to a greater pain. And maybe kindness, in your world, was simply a death sentence for anyone foolish enough to offer it.
The scene is frozen in a horrifying tableau. Min-Jun is crumpled and bleeding on the ground, barely conscious. You are held fast in Seongmok's unbreakable grip, sobbing and helpless. Dongha stands over Min-Jun, brushing a speck of dirt off his jacket as if he’d just taken out the trash, not brutalized a person.
Dongha’s eyes, cold and satisfied, lift from Min-Jun to you, held against Seongmok’s chest. A slow, dark smile spreads across his face.
"See what happens when you misbehave, angel?" he purrs, taking a step toward you. "You make us do messy things."
He nods almost imperceptibly at Seongmok. In one fluid motion, Seongmok’s free hand comes up, clamping a clean, white handkerchief over your nose and mouth. It smells sharply, chemically sweet. Your struggles intensify for a split second—a final, panicked burst of adrenaline—before the world tilts on its axis, dissolves into static, and then winks out entirely.
[♡]
You wake up.
The first thing you register is the throbbing in your head from the chloroform. The second is the smell—thick, cheap air freshener trying to mask the scent of stale cigarettes.
You’re on a large bed in a garishly decorated room. Plush velvet headboard, mood lighting with red and purple hues. A love motel.
Panic sears through the grogginess. You scramble backward on the bed, your hands free, your heart hammering against your ribs.
Across the room, you see Min-Jun. He’s slumped in a desk chair, his hands bound behind his back with a zip tie. He’s conscious, one eye swollen shut, blood dried on his lip and chin. His breathing is shallow, hitching with pain. His gaze finds yours, and it’s filled with a terror and despair that mirrors your own.
Dongha is perched on the edge of a dresser, scrolling through his phone as if bored. Seongmok stands by the locked door, arms crossed, a silent sentry.
Dongha notices you’re awake. He hops down and walks over to the bed, smiling down at you. The mood lights cast long, distorted shadows, making his smile look like a gash across his face.
"You and your little hero are going to learn your final lesson tonight," Dongha murmurs, his voice a poisonous silk. "No more warnings. No more texts."
He turns his head, his vicious smile aimed at Min-Jun. "You're both going to understand what happens when our property tries to run away."
Seongmok pushes off from the door. He doesn't go to you. He goes to Min-Jun. He grabs a handful of the boy's hair, yanking his head back.
"Watch," Seongmok commands, his voice a low, gravelly threat.
“No! Don’t touch her! Please!” Min-Jun’s voice is a raw, desperate scream, cracking with pain and fear. “Let her go! It was me! I did it! Just let her go!”
The sound of his anguish, his complete and total sacrifice for you, shatters any last shred of your control. You can’t just lie here. You have to try.
You lunge off the bed, your legs shaky but fueled by pure adrenaline, and make a desperate dash for the door.
You don’t even make it two steps.
Dongha moves with lazy, predatory grace. His arm hooks around your waist, catching you easily and yanking you back against his chest. You thrash, elbows flying, but he’s immovable.
“Wrong move, angel,” he grunts, his breath hot against your ear.
He drags you, kicking and struggling, back toward the bed. Seongmok watches, his grip still tight in Min-Jun’s hair, forcing him to witness every second of your failed escape.
“Hold her,” Dongha says, his voice cold.
Seongmok releases Min-Jun and is on you in an instant. His large hands clamp around your wrists, pinning them together in front of you with an effortless strength that makes your struggle pathetic. Your cheek is crushed against the mattress. You can feel the coarse texture of the velvet pattern imprinting itself on your skin. Every ragged, panicked breath you take is filtered through the stale smell of the bed.
Dongha doesn’t reach for a zip tie. Instead, his hands go to the buckle of his own belt. The leather slides through the loops with a soft, sinister hiss. He folds it in half, the worn leather and cold metal buckle forming a cruel, improvised restraint.
He wraps the belt around your wrists, pulled tight together by Seongmok. He pulls it taut, the leather digging into your skin, and secures it with a firm, final tug. The metal of the buckle is cold against your pulse point.
It’s his. The smell of his cologne clings to the leather. It’s a brand. A claim. Infinitely more personal and degrading than plastic. You are pinned, exposed, and forced into the very environment of your violation. The intimacy of the contact—the mattress against your cheek—makes it feel all the more degrading
They didn’t tie you up because they thought you were compliant. They left you free because your attempted escape just made your punishment—and Min-Jun’s—so much worse. And now his belt is a constant, tactile reminder of your helplessness.
"Since you like to tell him our secrets," Dongha says, his voice conversational, almost playful.
"Let's give him a real show. A private screening."
He pulls out his phone, not to text, but to open his camera app, the screen glowing brightly in the dim room. He sets it to record, propping it up on the nightstand to frame the bed perfectly. The tiny red recording was a pinprick of pure dread.
A silent, horrified sob shakes your body. You wanted to shut your eyes, to disappear, but Seongmok's command to Min-Jun feels like it applies to you too. You were forced to be present in your own destruction.
Dongha's hands are on you again, his touch methodical and degrading. He's putting on a show for the camera and for the boy tied to the chair. Every whimper he pulls from you, every tear that tracks down your temple and soaked into vile mattess is a victory for him.
Min-Jun makes a strangled, gagging sound. "Stop... please, stop... don't touch her..." His voice is weak, thick with blood and despair.
Dongha pauses, looking over his shoulder with feigned curiosity. "Why? You wanted to be the hero. This is what it costs." He turns back to you, his voice dropping to a whisper meant only for you. "He's crying for you, angel. Isn't that sweet? He's learning how weak he really is."
“Now kiss me.” Dongha commanded.
Your tears came faster then, hot and shameful. Even with Dongha’s broad frame blocking your view of Min Jun, you could still feel Min jun's terrified gaze on you. You shook your head,tiny, frantic motion. It is a pathetic act of defiance, the only you had left.
Dongha's expression darkened. He glanced back at seongmok, a performative smirk on his lips.
“Fuck, Seongmok—look at her. That boy really did a number on her. She’s not even listening to me.”
From the chair you heard choked sob, Min Jun could only tremble in those tight zip ties. Utterly powerless.
Dongha’s face snapped back to yours all pretense of amusement gone, replaced by pure, cold fury.
"You little whore.” his hand suddenly fisted in your hair, yanking a sharp yelp from your throat. The pain was blinding. Bringing fresh tears to your eyes.“Now kiss me,” he snarled, his voice dropping to a venomous whisper"or ill tell seongmonk to shatter your little friend’s bones. One at a time.”
The threat wasn't empty. You could feel the truth of it in the tension of the room, in Seongmok's silent, waiting presence by the chair.
Defeated, utterly broken, you closed your eyes. You bridged the terrible distance, pressing your trembling, tears wet lips against his in the most most horrifying kiss of your life, all under the unblinking red eyes of camera.
And he kept kissing you, a brutal,possessive act, as his other hand slid under your skirt. You felt his fingers hook into the waistband of your panties. A desperate strangled sound escaped you, and you tried to kick out, a useless thrash against his weight.
He broke the kiss just enough to look down at you. His eyes were black with warning. It was a single, silent look that promised immeasurable pain—for you, for Min-Jun —if you resisted again. It scared you to the core. You stopped struggling against the belt biting into your wrists.
In one swift motion, he stripped the last barrier away and flung the fabric straight at Min Jun’s bound face.
“That’s the closest you’ll ever get to touching her,” Dongha sneered, his voice laced with cruel amusement. Seongmok’s low chuckle joined in, making the room feel even smaller.
Min Jun dropped his head, shame burning through him, his tied fists clenching so tightly his knuckles whitened.
Dongha took off his pants, giving stroke to his already half hard cock out the silence as his eyes lingered on your broken form.
“Don’t look so heartbroken, angel. You thought you could sneak behind our backs and we wouldn’t notice? Pathetic.”
You shook your head violently, words tumbling in broken denial. But their sneers told you they’d already written the story for you—one where you were guilty no matter what you said.
Dongha smirked as you shook your head, denying his accusations.
“You really think your tears mean anything? Nobody believes you. Nobody will ever take your side. The more you deny it, the more desperate you look—like a liar caught in her own filth. That’s all you’ll ever be ours, and disgusting.”
“You'll always be our toy.” He drawled,as he slowly slid into you, your walls too tight to push through.
“He only befriended you because he wanted to fuck you.” Dongha's whisper was a venomous serpent slithering into your ear, each word a deliberate puncture wound to your sanity “you were just an easy target.”
“No.” You choked out, the sob catching in your raw throat. It was a weak, pathetic sound.
“Then look at him.”
He grabbed a fistful of your hair and wrenched your head up, forcing your blurry gaze towards Min Jun. The boy was turned away, his head bowed—whether from shame or a last shred of respect, you couldn't tell.
This only lasted a second.
“Look what you did to the poor guy?”
Seongmok’s low chuckle was a sound of pure malice as min jun flinched, desperately trying to shift and hide the obvious, shameful evidence of his arousal. The sight made your stomach churned with nausea.
“Do you still believe he's your hero?” dongha hissed, his lips brushing your ear. “Do you still think he's a good person who's gonna save you?”
A broken sound escaped you. You tried to bury your face back into the mattress to hide from horrifying reality sinking it's claw into you.
But dongha tangled his hand in your hair again and jerked your head back. When you squeezed your eyes shut, refusing to look, he gave a sharp, brutal tug on your lock—a pain too severe to ignore. Your eyes shot up with a gasp.
And in that exact moment, he drove into you with precision, hitting a spot deep inside that sparked white hot bolt of sensation through the agony. A sharp cry was torn from your lips, a traitorous sound that told him everything he needed to know.
He'd found his target.
The grip in your hair was too tight, the feeling of Dongha's cock pounding into you at the perfect spot was too much to bear. You could feel his strokes becoming sloppier, slicker as you coated him with your arousal against your better wishes. Your body betrayed you and he loved it. A twisted smile appear on his face.
“You act like you don't like this? But look at you. All wet and needy for me. “ he taunted even he already know you're barely aware of your surroundings due to overstimulation.
You clenched around him as he spoke, eyes shutting down in embrassment as he continued to fuck you through your high.
“Look at him. He's enjoying this.” You knows who's talking about. He's talking about Min Jun but you chose to ignore him. Your walls clenched around him sent him into spiraling into his high now. He continued riding out his orgasm, grip tightening on your body.
Your eyes widened in horror as you felt the ropes of hot liquid shooting past your walls, he's determined to plant his seed as far into you as possible. When he finally pulled out, dongha took a moment to both steady his breath and admire your helpless form.
Dongha fixed himself up with a cold, detached efficiency. He moved away from you, and for one single, heart-stopping second, you thought it was over. A fractured whimper of relief escaped your lips. You felt his hands on your wrists, working at the buckle of his belt. The leather loosened, then fell away, the weight of it slithering off the bed.
You were free.
You tried to move, to curl into yourself, to scramble away from the stain of his presence on the sheets.
But his hand shot out, not to hit you, but to shove you. A flat, powerful palm to your chest that slammed you back onto the mattress, knocking the air from your lungs. You stared up at him, eyes wide with a fresh, dizzying wave of terror.
He loomed over you, his expression a mask of cold anticipation. The smirk was gone, replaced by something darker, hungrier.
“My turn now.”
The words were quiet. Final.
Your eyes darted across the room, seeking an escape, seeking mercy, finding only Seongmok. He leaned against the dresser, arms crossed. A slow, dark smirk spread across his own face—a silent, approving echo of Dongha’s words. He wasn't here to help. He was here to watch. To take his turn.
The realization wasn't a shock; it was an execution. The brief, foolish hope you’d felt curdled into a horror so profound it felt like your soul was leaving your body. You hadn't been freed. You’d just been transferred.
"No. please, no more." You tried to protest, your voice a broken thread of sound as you weakly tried to close your legs. You could still feel the sticky, uncomfortable evidence of Dongha’s release between your thighs. The thought of another violation, so soon after, made your stomach lurch.
Seongmok’s smirk vanished, replaced by a flash of genuine, insulted anger. "What do you mean no?" he growled, his voice low and dangerous as he crawled onto the bed. The mattress dipped violently under his weight, tilting you toward him. "I didn't get to fuck you last time either."
Fresh, hopeless tears sprang to your eyes. You knew it then, with a certainty that turned your bones to ice. Begging was useless. They wouldn’t stop. No matter what.
A quiet, quivering voice cut through the thick tension. "Please... just let her go now."
It was Min-Jun.
The plea hung in the air, pathetic and brave and utterly, catastrophically foolish.
It got Dongha's attention. He slowly turned his head away from you, his eyes narrowing on Min-Jun. A cruel, delighted smile played on his lips.
"You don't get to say that shit, hero," Dongha sneered, his voice dripping with venomous mockery. He grabbed a handful of Min-Jun's hair, yanking his head back. "Not when you got hard over her getting fucked by me. Don't you think so?"
Those words—got hard—lanced through you, a pain sharper than any physical touch.
They hurt more than what was happening to you right now. They were designed to.
Your eyes, wide with a new kind of agony, flickered to Min-Jun’s face. You saw the shame there, the utter devastation. But in that moment, you didn’t feel pity. You didn’t feel alliance.
A hot, bitter wave of hatred washed over you. Why? Why did you have to do that? Why did you have to prove him right?
You didn’t want to talk to him. You didn’t want to ever see him again after this. You loathed him. His failed attempt at chivalry, his body’s betrayal, his very presence—it all felt like a part of the violation. He was a witness who had become a participant, and in that moment, you hated him for it almost as much as you hated the men hurting you.
It was the final, perfect isolation. Dongha had not only broken your body, but he had successfully shattered your last potential connection, leaving you completely and utterly alone.
He pushed his pants down before palming his already hard cock. He shifted on top of you, roughly parting your legs before playing himself between them. Seongmonk wrapped his hand around the base of his cock, guiding it to your core and you struggled beneath him when he dragged the tip along your already slick lips. He let out a low groan.
There was nothing you could do but watch as he planted his one hand against the mattress to brace himself before pushing the tip of his cock between your folds and forcing himself into your tight cunt. “How the you are still so fucking tight?” Hot tears fell past your lashes as he slowly stretched you out inch by inch. His words made Dongha laugh who's smoking nearby and watching the whole scene with joy.
His sharp eyes never left yours as he watched you with sick pleasure.
You shifted uncomfortably beneath him as he split you open. You whimpered when his tip grazed your cervix, he tilted hips back, before pushing himself deep into you again. Seongmok let out a shaky breath, his cock twitching as you squeezed around him.
His pace is downright punishing, the sound of his balls slapping against your ass filled the room, along with your whimpers and coecered moans he drew out of you.
“Fuck.” He growled, his hips stuttering before he pushed deep into you one more time, painting your walls with his sticky cum.
You squirmed beneath him, trying to push him off of you. But he easily grabbed your wrists pinning them down as he stayed buried inside of you. You felt sick when his cock pulsated as you struggled, the fact he was still getting off to your helpless state.
He smashed his lips against yours and you whimpered into the kiss. He finally pulled out of you, you shuddered because now you could feel his cum slowly leaking out of you as well.
He buckled his pants, his expression one of cold satisfaction. The bed dipped as Dongha sat beside you, observing your broken form with a detached curiosity.
"I trust the lesson is clear now," Dongha stated, his voice flat and devoid of any emotion. It wasn't a question.
Your eyes, glazed with tears, drifted to Seongmok as he picked up his phone from the nightstand. A faint, cruel smirk played on his lips.
Dongha followed your gaze. "That?" he said, a hint of dark amusement finally coloring his tone. "That's your proof. A reminder of what happens when you forget your place."
He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a venomous whisper. "You won't be seeing that friend again. You understand me?"
He gestured dismissively at Min-Jun, who could only look back at you with a gut-wrenching mix of pity and shame. Seongmok walked over and, without a word, sliced through the zip ties on Min-Jun's wrists with a pocket knife.
"We knew," Dongha continued, his eyes locked on you as you lay there, used and ruined. "The second you started talking to him, we knew. We gave you a chance to choose correctly. You didn't."
"And look what it got you," Seongmok added, his voice a low gravel as he glanced at the broken boy in the chair. "Look what it got your hero."
Dongha dangled the phone in front of your face, the screen dark but holding unimaginable horror. "So remember. We have this. Any more mistakes... and everyone gets to see our little movie."
With that, they turned and left. The door clicked shut, sealing you in the suffocating silence with the devastating consequences.
The silence they left behind was heavier than any noise.
For a long moment, neither of you moved. The only sound was the ragged, hitched rhythm of your breathing and the hum of the cheap mood lighting.
You could feel Min-Jun’s gaze on you, a physical weight. It was a look begging for forgiveness, for understanding, for some shred of connection in the wreckage. But all you felt was a cold, hollow void where any sympathy for him might have been.
Slowly, painfully, you pushed yourself up. Every muscle screamed in protest. A deep, throbbing ache radiated from between your legs, a sickening reminder of everything that had been taken from you. You kept your eyes down, refusing to look at him, focusing on the stained carpet.
You spotted your panties discarded on the floor like trash. You reached for them, your movements stiff and robotic, and pulled them on. The fabric felt alien and uncomfortable against your sore, sensitive skin. You began buttoning your shirt, your fingers trembling so badly you could barely fit the buttons through the holes.
“Y/N.” Min-Jun’s voice was raw, his throat tight with unshed tears and shame.
“Don’t.” You choked the word out, a sharp, broken sound. “Don’t talk to me. Ever.”
The words hung in the air, a final, absolute barrier. You saw him flinch from the corner of your eye. You grabbed your bag from where it had been tossed carelessly on the floor and walked unsteadily toward the door. Your legs were weak, and a sharp pain shot through you with every step, but you refused to stop.
You shoved the motel door open and stepped out into the night. The cool air hit your face, but it didn’t feel clean. It felt like it was just touching the surface, unable to scrub away the filth that felt like it was seared into your skin, your soul.
“Y/N, wait!” His voice followed you, desperate now. You heard his hurried footsteps behind you, but you didn’t turn around. You just kept walking, putting one foot in front of the other, your only goal the false sanctuary of home.
Min-Jun kept pace a few feet behind you, a respectful but agonizing distance. “Y/N, please talk to me…” he pleaded softly. You could hear the pain in his voice, the fresh memory of his own wounds.
“Stop following me,” you replied, your voice flat and dead. You didn’t even look back. If he was going to be the rest of your life now, so be it. He was just another ghost in this nightmare. No different from the ones who held you down.
“Please, Y/N, it wasn’t my fault! I couldn’t control myself!”
The words spilled out of him, a desperate, pathetic attempt to explain the unexplainable.
You stopped dead in your tracks.
He looked like he was about to say more, to try and defend the indefensible.
You finally turned to look at him. The streetlight illuminated his battered, pleading face, but all you could see was the memory of his body’s betrayal in that motel room. The final layer of your humiliation.
Your voice was quiet, but it carried a weight that crushed the last hope in his eyes.
“For a moment, I thought you were different. But you’re just like them.”
You turned and walked away, leaving him shattered on the sidewalk, alone with his shame. The bond was not just broken; it was annihilated. You were completely, utterly alone.
[♡]
Thundercracker and Skyfire set up a play date for Buster and D.O.C. :3
happy late halloween here’s dunmil SCARY edition 😈😈😈
dunlin belongs to @wallspikes thanks for letting me constantly torture your characters emmy
a bit of context… emil is just dressing up for a costume party and meets dunlin there. but he’s an intimidating guy in general so a hockey mask and fake blood makes him pretty scary
Little shinsou and little bakugou not really playing together but enjoying each other's company. They're both kinda uncomfortable being little in front of people but Aizawa is watching them both and he's doing paperwork while they sit on a comfy blanket on the ground surrounded by toys and coloring books/children books and just many options while neither are interacting with either.
And they're okay with it. Kinda.
Not one to be deemed a coward, Bakugou hesitantly lifts one of his almight figures, glaring at Shinsou as he looks over, but softens as soon as he sees him reaching for a cat plushie.
And that's how it starts.
It isn't immediate, it takes a few times before Bakugou, again, makes the first move and nudges his figure against the plush. Shinsou, while a little confused, turns his attention to him, watching as Bakugou seems to be fighting internally.
But he's not a damn coward.
"Play." He downright demands behind his pacifier, ignoring his pride as the word came out lisped and childish. If Shinsou cared, he didn't comment. If anything, he seemed stunned. His eyes widened a tad before he smoothed over his expression.
"Okay." He agrees with a nonchalant shrug, turning his attention to him.
It still took a few more times before they were fully comfortable. Before, they would sit quietly, wait and wait for Aizawa to finally acknowledge them again, but now they couldn't stay quiet for the lives of them, rushing to play with each other whenever the opportunity arrives.
And despite the interruptions, Aizawa could never complain, in fact he stole a few pictures of them and never brought it up.
🐶I got some extra diapers for our playdate just in case you needs them ^^ hehe🍼




