△ kadira, do you think you'll ever truly move on from your childhood? do you think you'll become your mother?
△ - Send me a triangle to as my muse a very personal question, I'll rate it 1-10 how hard it is to answer!
"Which one?"
The quick retort, the sharpness that's hidden under fear, anxiety, and longing unusual in her tone. Still, the tail behind her swishes with irritation before she makes the effort to coil it around her ankle and calf.
She knows who they mean.
"... I don't know." She admits quietly, "I don't know if I can move on without help. So much of what I've become and believed is tied into that role and that loss of childhood. It makes everything one step more that I need to follow, just to keep up."
She chews on her lip for a moment. "I don't think I would become her. From what she said about her lost child and her purposes for creating the Worldwound, wasn't she playing with the concept of godhood and narcissism long prior?" The tension on her tail relaxes slightly, "Though, I don't know what I'd do if someone killed my child."
Not kill hundreds of thousands more, she'd like to think.
8/10 - Kadee knows she's forever haunted by what's happened to her.