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@thesearetheirstcries gets something for jet

               ❝   no,   absolutely   not.      i   don’t   want   you   putting   daddy   on   this   fake   profile.      i   don’t   care   how   undercover   this   whole   gay   bar   thing   is,   i’m   not   having   that   label   ever   be   sexualized.      put   literally   anything   else.   ❞

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@thesearetheirstcries gets a thing for gabriella

               ❝   thanks   for   letting   me   come   in.      you   could   easily   have   told   me   to   go   away,   i   would   have   listened.      unlike   my   sister,   i   will   take   no   for   an   answer.   ❞

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@bydana cont. from here.

               there   is   not   a   lot   that   gets   past   melissa.      her   youngest   niece   arriving   home   at   an   ungodly   hour   had   been   one   of   them.      whether   or   not   dana   knows,   she   isn’t   sure,   but   she   hadn’t   been   about   to   wake   her   up   to   check.      god   knows   dana   deserves   the   sleep   with   the   shifts   she   works.      so   she   kept   quiet   about   it,   for   now   that   is.      whether   she’d   keep   it   a   secret   later   remains   to   be   seen.      it   all   depends   on   how   this   conversation   goes,   and   if   felicity   is   genuinely   remorseful   for   her   stupidity.

               though,   can   melissa   really   judge   when   she   and   dana   were   far   worse   in   their   youth?

               ❝   tell   your   mom   you   were   hammered   last   night   which   is   illegal?   ❞      melissa   raises   a   brow,   her   arms   folding   over   her   chest   as   she   leans   back   against   the   counter.      ❝   you   think   she’s   not   gonna   know   herself   when   she   goes   to   wash   your   clothes   from   last   night?      liquor   is   a   lot   like   cigarettes,   that   shit   sticks   to   you.   ❞      the   redhead   gives   another   point   to   the   bowl.      ❝   doubt   you   ate   much   last   night.      get   some   food   in   your   system   and   then   we’ll   see   whether   i’m   feeling   nice   today.   ❞

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@knightfalling cont. from here.

               the   loss   never   gets   easier.      doesn’t   matter   how   long   you’ve   been   on   the   job,   how   many   people   you   lose,   the   feelings   of   guilt   and   shame   will   always   be   present.      you   think   about   what   you   could   have   done   differently,   or   if   you   didn’t   act   fast   enough.      everything   goes   through   the   brain   and   it   is   so   easy   to   end   up   spiraling.      frank   doesn’t   want   that   happening   to   her.      he   doesn’t   want   her   blaming   herself   for   something   that   was   clearly   out   of   their   control.      sometimes   they   just   got   here   too   late,   and   no   matter   what   they   did,   no   matter   how   hard   they   tried,   they   lost   a   life.

               it’s   easier   to   try   and   comfort   when   it   wasn’t   your   patient.      lucy   was   the   one   who   got   to   them   first,   who   was   calling   the   shots.      frank   hopped   in   after   the   fact,   but   the   blood   loss   had   already   been   too   severe.      he   knew   it,   too,   but   who   was   he   to   call   it   when   she   still   thought   there   was   a   chance?      he   doesn’t   like   being   right,   not   in   these   circumstances.      ❝   there   wasn’t   anything   you   could   have   done   differently.      she   just…      got   to   us   too   late.      you   did   everything   you   could,   went   above   and   beyond   what   most   of   us   would   have   done.      you   tried,   and   that’s   all   we   can   do.   ❞

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@thesearetheirstcries cont. from here.

               ❝   my   dear   olivia,   one   cannot   cheat   in   a   game   of   mastermind.      it   is   based   purely   on   strategy   and   guesswork.      i   just   happen   to   be   an   incredible   decoder.   ❞      john   sets   the   board   game   down,   turning   the   codemaker   side   to   her.      ❝   i   will   even   turn   around   and   look   the   complete   opposite   direction   while   covering   my   eyes,   if   it   makes   you   feel   better.   ❞

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@ofinkandalibis said: To Elliot from Casey: ❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

               arms   fold   over   his   chest,   examining   her   as   she   stands   in   the   offices   of   organized   crime.      definitely   a   surprise   to   see   her   here,   all   these   years   later.      he   had   no   idea   casey   was   even   still   in   the   game.      hell,   he   didn’t   know   if   she’d   even   still   been   in   new   york.      the   truth   is,   elliot   doesn’t   know   where   anyone   is   anymore,   aside   from   liv,   fin,   and   melinda.      he   knows   that   cragen   is   retired,   he’s   seen   him   once   or   twice   since   his   return   to   new   york,   but   everyone   else   they’ve   worked   with?      alex?      huang?      cassidy?      not   a   single   clue,   and   until   this   point   casey   had   been   part   of   that   list   too.

               ❝   what   is   it   you’re   doing   these   days?   ❞      elliot   can   guess   she’s   still   involved   in   law,   given   what   she   said   to   him.      but   was   she   still   an   ADA?      had   she   stepped   down   from   that   position?      was   she   promoted   to   something   even   higher?      ❝   and   how   exactly   are   you   going   to   be   helping   organized   crime?   ❞

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@ofinkandalibis said: To Fin from Sonny: "you just love bringing that back up to annoy me."

               ❝   hey   man,   i   just   call   it   like   i   see   it.   ❞      his   hands   raise   innocently.      the   comment   that   got   him   in   trouble   was   regarding   carisi’s   old   mustache   from   when   he   first   joined   SVU.      the   man   in   front   of   them   in   line   at   the   cafe   had   a   mustache   that   had   reminded   the   sergeant   of   sonny   back   in   the   day,   and   of   course   he   had   to   bring   it   up,   because   that   mustache   had   been   absolutely   ridiculous.      now   that   he   was   a   fancy   lawyer   and   no   longer   a   direct   member   of   the   team,   fin   felt   it   appropriate   to   tease   the   living   hell   out   of   him   whenever   he   had   the   chance.      ❝   it’s   a   good   thing   you   shaved   that   monstrosity,   cause   you’d   have   never   scored   rollins   if   you   were   still   sporting   that.   ❞