@serpcntes ﹕ [ flutter ] sender gives receiver a light, barely-there kiss that leaves them wanting more ( sam for higgs )
𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬 the same as it did elsewhere, it felt like tens of thousands of years since he's been here ⸻ again. and yet, despite everything he's done, the amount of times he's killed sam and he repatriated … sam kept coming back to his own personal hell. wandering on the beach until sam showed up time and time again. there was no changing him, he thought the porter would've known this by now but somehow, ever so slowly, walls have begun to lower ⸻ crumbling around him. all the years he kept walls high around himself, not showing the true higgs, it was fading. everytime sam came back he would share a bit of his past, about his parents ( what he remembered of them, ) his uncle who beat him and told him lies about the world outside their bunker, his time as a porter.
despite how much he'd always been so close to sam, always in his space, it has always been for show ⸻ trying to intimidate him, scare him … so when the other gets close to him, it makes his breathing hitch, caught in his throat as he instinctively moves back a bit. blue eyes watch as sam continues to enter his space, an anxiousness rising and his chest tightening, it was almost laughable how he felt. never in a million years did he think that sam porter would ever make him feel like this. oh how his life has been twisted onto its head. and yet, he lets sam get closer despite how much he wanted to push him away, grab at him to stop him. eyes flicking between eyes and lips before they're against his own except … barely-there, so incredibly light and soft. he doesn't understand it, doesn't know why sam's done it and yet … he wants more ⸻ craves touch, to be touched by sam of all people.
all thought is tossed out the metaphorical window as hands move to curl in sam's clothes, pulling the other man closer and pressing his lips to his. he's always known he was sick in the head but to want him this badly, allowing himself to stoop to such a level … maybe he did need help. ❛ i can't deny this. ❜ words murmured against lips, voice laced with a level of desperation. maybe it was all an experiment on sam's side but oh … how he's wanted this for much longer than he's thought.









