in general, i’d want all my friends to be there. for best man i’d say fuck it and pick a lot (jake, veronica, ryan, jay, mickey). max as the ringbearer would be cute but it’s rlly up to him i guess. i’d want it to be like that 1 post where it’s like a stadium type of situation. obviously cy’s gonna “hand me off” or w/e
i talked about it briefly w/ michael but i think we agreed on an indoor service and an outdoor party. i haven’t talked about marriage much w/ jd but yea
i mean as long as they’re happy i’m fine w/ any decision they make. we could literally get hitched at las vegas and that would be our wedding ceremony and i wouldn’t mind
do all of the ones you haven't yet for the lovesick meme!
oh shit alright uh
2: How long has your crush lasted?
yes
3: 5 songs that you have associated with your crush?
i’m just gonna do 3 bc i don’t have many songs i associate w/ my bfs
michael:
let’s face it, i’m cute - 11 acorn lane
beautiful - mystery skulls
it’s all good - cavetown
jd:
dirty laundry - bitter:sweet
when i grow up - mayday parade
hot mess - cobra starship
4: Do you think they've ever liked you back?
i mean i hope so
6: Whats holding you back from making a move?
nothing really
7: Are you frightened by your feelings for them?
nope
8: Do you think they could ever love you?
i mean i hope they do love me
9: Do you love them?
ya
10: Have you ever had a crush on someone you really shouldn't?
i don’t think so?
11: Do you think anyone currently has a crush on you?
god i hope not, but maybe
12: Ever had a crush on what you thought was a platonic friend?
jd
13: What would you do if your crush revealed they felt the same?
idk man
14: Has your crush ever hurt you?
no
16: Why do you like them?
michael’s unbelievably sweet and kind and is always a fun person to talk to. he cares about everyone and tries his best at everything and there’s something about him that’s unmistakably charming
jd’s a cool guy who i’ve been friends with for only a month i think but it feels like longer. i feel like i can trust him with anything and i feel rlly safe around him? he’s serious when he needs to be
17: Do you think you'll ever get over them?
whomst
18: Do you have 1 specific song that is strongly associated with a certain memory or interaction with them?
not really
19: The moment you knew you had feelings for them?
it was the morning after for michael. it was the way he slept so peacefully and calmly and the way sun dawned on him and he looked like someone truly radiant and ethereal
for jd, it was one of those days where we went to go get slushies and it was a day like any other but like...idk i guess i saw how happy he looked just filling up his cup and i realized hey, maybe dating this guy won’t be so bad
20: What would they have to do for you to stop liking them?
impossible, next question
21: Have you ever fallen asleep with them?
yea
22: Held their hand?
yea
23: Kissed their cheek?
yea
24: Kissed them on the lips?
yea
26: Had sex with them?
wouldn’t u like to know
27: Where on your body have they touched you?
;)
28: Does their touch set your skin on fire?
sometimes
29: Do you get butterflies when they touch you?
sure
30: Do they make you smile like no one else can?
oh absolutely
31: Does their presence calm you?
yea
32: Does it make you go crazy being around them and not 'being with' them?
no?
33: Are you friends with your crush?
yes. if ur not friends w/ the person ur in a relationship w/ then who tf are u
34: Have you always been friends?
w/ jd yeah
36: Best phone call with them?
michael: it was probably a little later but earlier than 12 am. we were just talking about shit for like hours and talking about our future and we lingered on the topic of our wedding a lot and he fell asleep on call but i figured if i hung up i’d wake him up so i just. didn’t hang up and ended up passing out listening to him
jd: it was like...4 am or smth and his dad was being himself so we just talked about nothing but i felt captivated the entire time? i was literally just listening him to talk about shit all but it’s 1 of my fondest memories bc he sounded really calm
37: Last time you hung out with them?
with michael it was like....a couple minutes ago and for jd it was a week ago i think
38: Ever been drunk together?
yes for jase, no for mich
39: Fondest memory of them?
does every memory of them count
40: Ever made a mistake with them?
haha. yeah.
41: Regretted not making a move?
kinda. i wish i had gotten into a relationship w/ them earlier lmao
42: If you could go back in time to that moment, what would you do?
confess.
be more of a friend.
43: Do you think that would change your current relationship with them?
maybe.
44: If you could get a 100% honest answer from them, what 3 questions would you ask?
1) are you really serious about having a future w/ me?2) what things in specific do you hate about me?3) when did you realize you had feelings for me?
1) why did you do the things you did?2) do you ever regret being friends with me?3) do you wish you could take it back?
46: Have they ever tried to make a move?
maybe? idk
47: If so why did you miss it?
idk
48: Have they ever been infatuated with a friend of yours?
haha yea
49: Are they single?
no
60: What are you most attracted to about them?
michael: how kind he is. how strong he is despite everything and how brave he is for enduring the things he’s endured. his eyes
jd: his loyalty, the way he feels safe and comforting and how he seems to know what to say before you even tell him
61: Can you see a future with them?
absolutely
62: Have you sabotaged things between you two?
haha. yeah.
63: Why? What were you afraid of achieving? Love? Happiness? Content? Disappointment?
yes
64: Could they make you happy?
yeah, and they already have
66: What's something that only you two do?
i can’t think of any off the top of my head lmao
67: Does liking them make you feel vulnerable?
haha. yeah.
68: Have they ever given you anything?
yes
69: Have they ever used you?
no
70: Have they abused and manipulated you due to your feelings for them?
no
71: Have you ever spent quite literally all day and night thinking about them?
haha. yeah.
72: Have you ever accidentally nearly walked into moving traffic cause you were thinking about them?
hahahahaha
yeah.
73: Ever worn anything knowing it would draw their attention to you?
kinda? but not in a sexual way more like ‘this is my meme shirt i bought for 10 dollars off of amazon’
74: Have they ever made you feel so safe and content everything else slips away?
yep
76: Truthfully do you think you belong together right now?
yes.
77: Have they ever seen you completely vulnerable?
yea
78: Do you trust them?
absolutely
79: When you see them what feelings are strongest?
love. happiness. affection. vulnerability.
80: Are they in love or interested in someone else?
michael is i think, idk about jd
81: If they asked you to kiss them, would you?
oh ABSOLUTELY
82: Will they be in your life a year from now?
i hope so
83: A moment where you so nearly gave into your feelings for them and did something about it?
idk man
84: Do they know you have feelings for them?
i hope so
86: Your ideal date with them?
just being around them. we don’t have to go somewhere to have a good time. as long as i’m with them, i’m perfectly content
87: What's their name?
michael mell & jason dean. last names are up to change
88: Have you ever been in their room?
yea
89: Shared a secret with them?
yea
90: Have they ever made you a promise and broken it?
idk
91: Have they ever disappointed you?
nah
92: Whats the most problematic thing about them, which you overlook due to your feelings for them?
decline to state
93: Have you ever had to compete for their affection?
not really?
94: For as long as they're in your life could you handle just being friends?
i. guess i could if it came down to it
96: What's standing in your way from being with them?
nothing
97: Would you let them use you for sex?
tf kinda question
98: Ever had a bad feeling about them that's screaming for you to get out while you still can?
nope
99: If you could go back in time, would you avoid ever meeting them?
nope
100: You have 1 wish about them, what would you wish for?
@overdueasteriod aka one of my closest friends to date. he’s loyal and cares about the ones he loves and is honestly funny and just in general fun to talk to? he’s there if u need a completely unbiased opinion and he just fuckin...listens dude. he’s patient w/ u most of the time and i just. fuck dude. jd’s cool
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