DON’T YOU SEE ME TRYING? erin lecount
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DON’T YOU SEE ME TRYING? erin lecount
INBOX MEME : - assorted lines from this music may contain hope by raye
"A perfect storm was brewing." "Call me please" "I'll overcome" "There's a thin grey veil over her horizon" "I feel my backbone" "I mean, who wants to be in Paris drunk and alone?" "it haunts me and it taunts me" "I can see the old me and I hate her" "I have black cat-eye glasses so I look chic as I cry" "and I'll have no regrets 'til I wake up" "Aren't we all broken people?" "And life's guarantee's that we're all going to die" "am I going to live like this all of my life?" "I'm not okay right now" "Beware, the South London lover boy" "He's just so charismatic" "I'm too toxic for you, darling" "when we kiss, it feels like home" "He's not looking for a heart, just your pillow to rest his head" "They know where to find you" "A modern-day tragedy, I call it" "don't end up like me" "I am a sob story" "I'll see myself out" "I'll be sad and beautiful" "Did you know the odds to be born on this Earth's 1 in 400 trillion?" "there has to be more than just merely existing" "And you never could've guessed I started my morning in tears" "I should try my luck in Hollywood" "I feel alone, I feel like no one really needs me" "We don't settle for depression on a Friday night" "I need a pep talk" "Am I just the product of everything that was done to me?" "Everything is going to be alright" "The cold never lasts, my darling" "I can see you're standing on the edge" "I know you're a master of disguise" "You give when you have little left to give" "You always keep pushing on" "But I know you're hurting" "You always find some kind words for a stranger" "Ain't all of us just looking for some healing?" "I'm not giving up yet" "Don't know how I'll get there" "I've been failed many times" "I hate the way I look today" "I do detest my wicked mind" "I have such silly self-loathing thoughts" "I have to learn to work with it" "I wonder why I'm so miserable" "It's only you that can do it" "I'm just tryna be respectful" "He could be next-door and I wouldn't even know" "we had no words to say" "I wish you only love and happiness" "I don't want you to go" "maybe one day we could try again" "In another life I'd wear his ring" "These heartaches don't get easier" "Sometimes in life we have to say goodbye" "I'm made of steel" "when i drive down this road i reminisce" "i've let him go now" "somebody loved me once" "I'm capable of loving someone the way i loved you" "Took me long, hard years to get over you" "It was an aching I refuse to feel again" "We never were quite right for each other, baby" "I've dabbled in love since" "Hey, excuse me, I'm so sorry to bother you" "The bar is on the floor now" "Hello, sweetie" "where the hell is my husband?" "Why he already testing my patience?" "Is he far away?" "is he okay?" "I'm tired of living like this" "Baby, I intend to rush ya" "I'm gonna die alone" "I would like a diamond ring on my wedding finger" "it's been so many months that I haven't called" "Seems there's always something more important on my to-do list" "Seems I dwell on what I don't have instead of what I do" "right now, I could use a call home" "I just wanna be free" "I wanna be rid of the nothingness that waits for me" "Do you still play the piano?" "Play me something" "where did all the time go?" "Is this as good as it gets?" "you can feel lonely in a crowded room" "Who will hear my songs when I die?" "You must leave my life" "You are not welcome here" "This sadness has a grip on me" "I'm letting it all wash away" "I don't usually tend to cry" "It's what you're made for" "I declare there will be joy" "Life is not fair" "Find a little faith to hold on" "It can't rain forever" "The sun exists behind the clouds"
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* 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐘 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎 . lyric starters from sour, change pronouns as needed.
𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥 .
❛ i want it to be , like , messy . ❜ ❛ i’m so insecure . ❜ ❛ i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you . ❜ ❛ they’d all be so disappointed . ❜ ❛ where’s my fucking teenage dream ? ❜ ❛ i don't stick up for myself . ❜ ❛ i'm anxious and nothing can help . ❜ ❛ i wish people liked me more . ❜ ❛ all i did was try my best . ❜ ❛ this the kind of thanks i get ? ❜ ❛ i wish i could disappear . ❜ ❛ god , it's brutal out here . ❜ ❛ i feel like no one wants me . ❜ ❛ i only have two real friends . ❜
𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 .
❛ i played dumb but i always knew . ❜ ❛ i kept quiet so i could keep you . ❜ ❛ ain’t it funny how you said you were friends ? ❜ ❛ you betrayed me . ❜ ❛ i know that you'll never feel sorry . ❜ ❛ loved you at your worst but that didn't matter . ❜ ❛ but you’re still a traitor . ❜ ❛ there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly . ❜ ❛ and you told me i was paranoid . ❜ ❛ i wish that you had thought this through before i went and fell in love with you . ❜
𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 .
❛ i got my driver's license last week . ❜ ❛ she's everything i'm insecure about . ❜ ❛ how could i ever love someone else ? ❜ ❛ i know we weren’t perfect but i’ve never felt this way for no one . ❜ ❛ i just can’t imagine how you could be so okay now that i’m gone . ❜ ❛ all my friends are tired of hearing how much i miss you . ❜ ❛ i kinda feel sorry for them . ❜ ❛ they'll never know you the way that i do . ❜ ❛ i guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me . ❜ ❛ i still see your face in the white cars . ❜ ❛ can't drive past the places we used to go to . ❜ ❛ i still fuckin’ love you . ❜ ❛ i still hear your voice in the traffic . ❜ ❛ you said forever . ❜ ❛ now i drive alone past your street . ❜
𝟏 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝟑 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .
❛ i called you on the phone today . ❜ ❛ all i did was speak normally . ❜ ❛ somehow i still struck a nerve . ❜ ❛ you got me fucked up in the head . ❜ ❛ never doubted myself so much . ❜ ❛ like am i pretty ? ❜ ❛ i hate that i give you power over that kinda stuff . ❜ ❛ it's always one step forward and three steps back . ❜ ❛ i’m the love of your life until i make you mad . ❜ ❛ do you love me , want me , hate me ? ❜ ❛ no, i don't understand . ❜ ❛ maybe in some masochistic way i kind of find it all exciting . ❜ ❛ which lover will i get today ? ❜ ❛ will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? ❜ ❛ did i say something wrong ? ❜ ❛ did i do something wrong ? ❜ ❛ maybe this is all your fault instead . ❜ ❛ i'd leave you, but the rollercoaster's all i've ever had . ❜
𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 .
❛ i bet she’s braggin’ to all her friends . ❜ ❛ so when you gonna tell her that we did that , too ? ❜ ❛ she thinks it's special, but it's all reused . ❜ ❛ do you call her , almost say my name ? ❜ ❛ that was our place . ❜ ❛ i found it first . ❜ ❛ do you get déjà vu ? ❜ ❛ let’s be honest , we kinda do sound the same . ❜ ❛ i hate to think that i was just your type . ❜ ❛ that was the show we talked about . ❜ ❛ don’t act like we didn’t do that shit , too . ❜ ❛ a different girl now, but there's nothing new . ❜
𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝟒 𝐮 .
❛ well , good for you . ❜ ❛ i guess you moved on really easily . ❜ ❛ remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? ❜ ❛ you look happy and healthy . ❜ ❛ not me , if you ever cared to ask . ❜ ❛ you’re doin’ great out there without me . ❜ ❛ god , i wish that i could do that . ❜ ❛ i’ve lost my mind . ❜ ❛ i’ve spent the night cryin’ on the floor of my bathroom . ❜ ❛ you’re so unaffected . ❜ ❛ i really don't get it . ❜ ❛ i guess you’re gettin’ everything you want . ❜ ❛ it's like we never even happened . ❜ ❛ what the fuck is up with that ? ❜ ❛ it's like you never even met me . ❜ ❛ remember when you swore to god i was the only person who ever got you ? ❜ ❛ you will never have to hurt the way you know that i do . ❜ ❛ maybe i'm too emotional . ❜ ❛ your apathy’s like a wound in salt . ❜ ❛ maybe you never cared at all . ❜
𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .
❛ ‘cause i thought you'd like me more . ❜ ❛ tried so hard to be everything that you liked . ❜ ❛ stupid , emotional , obsessive little me . ❜ ❛ i knew from the start this is exactly how you’d leave . ❜ ❛ the nеxt second, you were gone . ❜ ❛ you left me there crying . ❜ ❛ you always say i'm never satisfied . ❜ ❛ but i don't think that's true . ❜ ❛ all i ever wanted was to be enough for you . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m just not as interesting . ❜ ❛ you couldn't have cared less about someone who loved you more . ❜ ❛ i’d say you broke my heart . ❜ ❛ but you broke much more than that . ❜ ❛ now i don't want your sympathy . ❜ ❛ i just want myself back . ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded ? ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to think i deserve nothing ? ❜ ❛ don't tell me you're sorry . ❜ ❛ feel sorry for yourself . ❜ ❛ someday i'll be everything to somebody else . ❜ ❛ you'll be the one who's crying . ❜ ❛ i don't think anything could ever be enough for you . ❜
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫 .
❛ i thought my heart was detached . ❜ ❛ does she mean you forgot about me ? ❜ ❛ i hope you're happy but not like how you were with me . ❜ ❛ i’m selfish, i know . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy . ❜ ❛ but don’t be happier . ❜ ❛ an eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean . ❜ ❛ now i’m pickin’ her apart . ❜ ❛ i wish you all the best , really . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy, but don't be happier . ❜
𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 .
❛ i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room . ❜ ❛ wish i didn't care . ❜ ❛ i know their beauty’s not my lack . ❜ ❛ It feels like that weight is on my back . ❜ ❛ i can't let it go . ❜ ❛ comparison is killing me slowly . ❜ ❛ i think i think too much . ❜ ❛ i’m so sick of myself . ❜ ❛ i’d rather be anyone else . ❜ ❛ my jealousy started following me . ❜ ❛ i see everyone getting all the things i want . ❜ ❛ i’m happy for them, but then again, i’m not . ❜ ❛ i can't stand it . ❜ ❛ oh god , i sound crazy . ❜ ❛ their win is not my loss . ❜ ❛ i can’t help getting caught up in it all . ❜ ❛ all your friends are so cool . ❜ ❛ yeah, you're living the life . ❜ ❛ i wanna be you so bad . ❜ ❛ i don't even know you . ❜ ❛ all i see is what i should be . ❜
𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 .
❛ know that i loved you so bad . ❜ ❛ i let you treat me like that . ❜ ❛ i was your willing accomplice . ❜ ❛ i watched as you fled the scene . ❜ ❛ the things i did just so i could call you mine . ❜ ❛ i hope i was your favorite crime . ❜ ❛ you used me as an alibi . ❜ ❛ i crossed my heart as you crossed the line . ❜ ❛ i defended you to all my friends . ❜ ❛ you know that i'd do it all again . ❜ ❛ it’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do . ❜ ❛ i was doin’ it with you . ❜ ❛ i say that i hate you with a smile on my face . ❜ ❛ look what we became . ❜
𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐤 .
❛ somehow we fell out of touch . ❜ ❛ hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush . ❜ ❛ don’t know if i’ll see you again someday . ❜ ❛ i hope that you're okay . ❜ ❛ we don't talk much . ❜ ❛ i just gotta say i miss you . ❜ ❛ address the letters to the holes in my butterfly wings . ❜ ❛ nothing’s forever . ❜ ❛ nothing’s as good as it seems . ❜ ❛ i hope you know how proud i am you were created . ❜ ❛ i hope that you're happier today . ❜
RICCARDO SCAMARCIO in LO SPIETATO (2019)
— Niffty excitedly bouncing after Alastor.