#* nova.

[decaeys]

NOVA FACE CLAIM. yung_planet @ instagram.

[decaeys]

rambling about nova maybe sort of idk where I’m going I just want to think about her

she is a murderer. there is no redeeming her for what she does and she doesn’t even think about it any more. she’s had two hundred years to think about her morals and as much as she tries to hold onto her humanity, cutting another person’s life short doesn’t do anything to her any more

BUT. she has a family. three ‘brothers’ and two children that she would lay down her life for. and dmitri. she would do anything for him and hates the fact it was his sister who embraced her just to spite him. there are so many people around her that she does not want to see die

this makes her at her core a selfish hypocrite. she will take away others’ loved ones without question but the thought of losing her own loved ones would kill her inside

at this point she has been killing for so long that it just doesn’t bother her. perhaps it did once, right at the start, although the first person she killed was someone trying to hurt her, and she’s come to the conclusion that anyone who tries to hurt her is better off dead

I think it’s fairly difficult for nova to actually feel any kind of romantic feelings towards anyone because she’s so detached from people outside her circle. nobody could ever come between her and her family

I’d like to see Nova perhaps fall for someone slowly over time but then they make some kind of mistake, innocent or not, that puts them on the other side of a weapon. the way she would immediately just snap out of whatever romantic haze she was in and go cold on anyone who threatened what matters to her

like!!!! she portrays herself as kind. as gentle. and that’s what she wants to be. she wants so badly to be someone who is nice and kind and she wants to have a loving family environment. and she can play at that when she’s in the company of her three brothers and her children. even if none of them are biologically her family, she ignores that and shows her love towards them abundantly

but I think on the outside, and also deep down, nova is cold. she’s been dead for 200 years. her façade is the sensual, sexual being that seduces people and takes what she wants from them

all of her murders are premeditated and she could probably be considered a ‘black widow’ archetype

maybe sometimes she struggles with the fact that she’s not a good person and that the humanity she’s trying to project and hold onto is long gone. maybe sometimes she looks in the mirror and is so horrified by her own reflection that she can’t bear it any more. but for the most part? she can look herself in the eye and justify everything she’s ever done

[decaeys]

PLOTTING CHEAT SHEET: NOVA MORENO.

AT FIRST GLANCE. appearance: 6'3 . long, black, straight hair . dark eye makeup, dark / red lipstick . freckles . scarlet red eyes . large bust , soft stomach , chubby thighs . vibes: situation dependent. approachable, kind, warm demeanour (if aware) . distant, cold, intimidating (if unaware) . carries: dual knives / dual pistols (verse dependent) . family picture (herself & her two daughters)

VERSES. world of darkness ( kindred -- toreador ) . ffxiv ( reaper / rogue ) . warcraft ( rogue ) . d&d ( rogue ) . modern fantasy ( sex worker / assassin ) . more than willing to add more. current considerations: witcher.

POWER LEVEL. moderate. can hold her own in battle but is not particularly strong compared to divine / demonic entities. powers. enhanced speed, enhanced strength, enhanced allure, minor telepathic abilities, proficiency with blades + guns.

ATTITUDE. to those above: will bow to sympathetic authority. will rebel against hostile authority. to those equal: respectful. acknowledges strength & intellect. to those below: caregiver by nature. always willing to assist. occasionally willing to corrupt those who she deems too far gone, looks out for potential future childer.

BRIEF STORY BEATS. revenge. will offer her services to those seeking vengeance upon oppressors. found family. sympathetic towards loners or underdogs, looks to take them under her wing. romance. lesbian with a big heart. struggles with her humanity, but leans upon romance as a way to connect with mortals.

WILLING TO WRITE. horror . adventure . thriller . supernatural . angst . romance . antagonism . toxic relationships . hurt/comfort . familial . allies . enemies . bloody / gory content . smut . enemies to lovers . friends to lovers . ask for others .

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