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So skskdjfgkg idk- AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I’ve known her for three years? or so? Like probably more than 3 years but that’s irrelevant. But but omf-
So like, I never expected??? to have a crush??? because I don’t usually have crushes on my friends on my friends, right? Because like, I’m too used to the platonic flirting dynamic so I never take it seriously even if they do?
But like the other day,,,, I was talking to her, let’s call her A and usually I do all the flirting but she kind of sNAPPED and was flirting and BOIIIIII!! I did NOT expect that at all? And maybe it was because of that but it sort of got me really flustered and then at some point in the conversation she called me baby girl and holy shit. I was with people irl having lunch and they were like “why are you blushing?” That’s how red I was ksksksjd. I had to put my phone down. Later @ night I sent her this post about like lesbians being like “are you sure you don’t have to feel forced I don’t want to ruin this friendship” because lol mood and she goes “Isn’t that us?” and I was like- man, dude, my girl, my friend, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? and I tell her it’s confusing and she’s like “if it wasn’t where would be the fun in that?”
And ugh. SO confusing. Girls are confusing. Freud was right.
And then todaysksjhfkg, I was texting her in the morning before class and then I was in class so I was just talking to people and I checked my phone and like, she’d sent me a post which was like “tag the prettiest girl you know” and I was like “that’s you” and she fukin gOES “I sent that because I was like ‘this is fari’” and I literally sat down on the floor of my classroom because I got so flustered and this was mid-conversation with a friend and she’s like “what happened? are you ok?”
But like, aahhh, idk. We’re doing this but I really really haven’t a clue if it’s serious courtship or if it’s just for fun? And like, I also don’t know if I’m catching feelings because she’s flirting and I’m getting over my summer crush? But likeeeeeeee :/ I hope whatever this is, it’s gonna be ok.
