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[rossbox]

i wonder if i can make myself a caboose plushie because that would make my life better. so much better.

[greywesley-blog]

Smoke Gets In Your Eyes || GreySiah

"Fuck," Grey panted, falling onto the bed on his back as he tried to catch his breath. "I swear to god it's gotta be getting better every single fuckin' time, what the hell," he babbled, closing his eyes for a moment to recover. He could feel the heat from Joe's skin radiating against his own, even though the two were no longer touching. They were merely laying side by side, somehow still feeling unfathomably close to each other. Grey swore that he could feel the mutuality of it all - that he'd know if Joe was simply basking because he'd just had sex, as opposed to how personal it really was. He didn't see a way of believing that Joe felt nothing for him, even if the boy swore it up and down. And doubtful though Grey was concerning what was next for them - whether an attempted kiss would earn him a black eye or perhaps, wondrously, just an easy kiss back - he was entirely positive of one thing. Grey was laying next to the boy he was undoubtedly in love with. Although it was only said in those incomprehensible loud silences; the way his breath caught every time Joe took a step towards him, and the way his skin seemed to jump towards Joe's touch; he could only think that sometimes, however fleetingly, Joe knew exactly how he felt.

Turning onto his side, Grey faced Joe and propped himself up on one elbow; reaching over him to grab a cigarette off of the nightstand and light it up. After taking a quick drag for himself, he carefully slipped it in between the other boy's lips; taking quiet pleasure in the chemical smoke they'd shared, as if part of Grey was now filling up Joe's lungs. "So you really think if I kissed you, you wouldn't kiss back?" He asked with a challenging grin, twisting his fingers up in the sheets to keep them from traveling up Josiah's chest or - god forbid - compel him to attempt holding hands. "You wouldn't even have to try not to?"

[roses-and-skulls]