#*negative thoughts

[rachelesbian]

why do i hate myself so much

[rachelesbian]

i think the reason i always get into bad relationships is because the person is above perfect in the beginning. then, i start to fall in love and that's when it gets messy. i talk to them so much and i just annoy them and then i let them do whatever they want cause i don't want to loose them. i always end up broken in the end.

[rachelesbian]

i feel and look like death

[rachelesbian]

lol love having anxiety attacks at school

[rachelesbian]

haha why do i always annoy the people that i love haha

[rachelesbian]

im just trying to be a nice, helpful person and no one cares

[rachelesbian]

this week has just been to stressful im done

[rachelesbian]

i am so stressed/uncomfortable/upset right now it's unbelievable