#*real enough to touch

[an7gel]

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since starting another true detective s1 rewatch, i’ve been thinking about what kind of woman rust would tangle himself up with, between the events of 02 and 2012 and post season.

i think i struggle to view him in a traditional relationship, with a normal woman. he’s obsessive, mentally ill, on multiple depressants — so i figure while he’s up in alaska after leaving louisiana, he starts seeing little figures just out of the corner of his eye. but it’s not shadows, not the dark ones, there’s a hot white aura engulfing it, hair to her thighs, with her burning stare aimed right at rust. he stumbles back as his own feet betray him, only to realize he’s been caught, her intense eyes fixated on his expression, learning, listening… watching him.