.Blitz.o thoughts (and feelings) about Strik.er are more than conflicting. He liked the Imp, he really did - they got along great was one the same level.
Then the shit happen, cause of course it did just like it did all these years ago. can you even call it betrayal? In a way, more so his friends getting injured by him, this with stola.s is just a mess in itself.
But worse is, Blitz.o can’t even tell if Strik.er was honest about anything he said to him - or if this was all just one giant lie to get the imp on his good side, knowing his connection to the prince.
Blitz.o tells himself that yes, it was all a lie. Just to make things easier for himself. He is good at telling himself he hates people and that they hate him back after all.
But worse of all? he can’t even disagree with Str.irke’s taunting back then. He agrees with every little thing the hitman told him.