Hi.
What if shedletsky is terrified of showing anger or any negative emotion because he’s scared he’ll remind people of 1x1x1x1. Scared people with avoid him and he will be alone.
Or better yet, do you think he’s scared of becoming like who he was, becoming like telamon if he ever gets too serious or too angry.
What if he strives to be everything telamon wasn’t and bottles up everything unpleasant and not palatable and it winds up making him volatile and violent when he does get angry and then he gets panicked and terrified he’s becoming like telamon again. Terrified people won’t tolerate him anymore, terrified he won’t fit what they can handle. So he alters himself more, changes his appearance, his personality hell even how he holds himself.
He doesn’t recognize himself anymore. always chasing to be a better person to the point he loses sight of himself.
But it’s a price he’s willing to pay so that people aren’t wary of him anymore.
if you run away from your past, you will always loop back to what you were.
If you alter yourself to the point of being unrecognizable, your reflection will always warp back. - ocd 007n7 truther
HOLY NOLI??? BRO???? hey. puts hand on your shoulder. hey. this was optional. you know. sniffles.
anways HOLY SJOIT DUDE>???? OH MY GOD??? yoinking allll of this hjdjawdgajhsgdaoikjwhdskaldhj maor,.r,.,
