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[coldheartbreaker]

“When Axl and I communicate on stage, it’s actually one of those things that’s become second nature in a way. It’s taken a lot of years to get to that point where it only takes a nod, because in the frantic pace of the show and the way things are going, you can’t stop for very long and have a conversation… But it’s really unique to us, you know, because we’ve been together for so long.”

[coldheartbreaker]

[dogboyapple]

im making a new blog for our newest alter.. yes its patrick bateman.. leave me alone..

[priismizer]

TW : Mention of our abuser

We split another part again. They have the name of one of our abusers and having some traits of them. That's great. It feels so triggering for the others i had to write their name with an asterisk on sp..

They literally appeared after I(?) finished drawing some random character today few minutes after (ohhh goddd...)

It's so. I don't know.

Well I do feel weird that's for sure.

[priismizer]

I don't know why but, I'm kind of struggling making a pinned intro for us.

I'm trying to re-do it?

[toon-world]

"Who are you?"

Sometimes I know the answer with every fiber of my consciousness. Sometimes, it's... weird to look back and see someone use my voice to answer with that same level of confidence, and not have any connection to that answer.

The question is terrifying when the answer is complicated. Who am I? I could be me, or I could be him wearing my face. I could be so deeply in tune with my partner that we don't worry about where one ends and the other begins until someone asks us to. (and then, no one understands. No one seems to grasp that it's painful to separate just to identify ourselves. It hurts to rip into a more defined two just so people can say one's name.)

The worst case scenario: there doesn't seem to be an answer at all. Who am I? Do I exist? The name you called me seems foreign. I have no identifying likes, or interests, or pronouns. I try to find some answer, and the only identity I seem to have is that I don't have an identity.

And no one seems to believe when we can only answer who we're not.

[priismizer]

I(Paige) don't like them... Well. I kinda feel disconnected from our trauma around them, and in general. So don't have a "definitive" feeling about them. (Even though I can still find them boring sometimes) . But i still refer to them as my "mom" and "dad" . The other parts can influence my thoughts on them though.

M² is a fawner so she tries to please and understand them. She does refer to them as her parents or our parents and "mother"/" father". She appreciates them(?, I don't know if that's the right word.)..

M¹ absolutely hates them. He'd rather refer to them as their pronouns or "my" parents. They often criticize while analysing them.

Mikaël is a really hard part to listen to for me when we're not dissociated. But I don't think they like them very much..

Lo feels completely distanced from them ( they very often refer to them as "my" parents or just their pronouns aswell ). They often insult them too, ( like M¹). She sees them as idiots