#-vair

[reticent-fate]

there's something really annoying about not just being a fictive...

but a fictive based on someone's ask blog interpretation of your character (because there was no character in the source, like literally no lines of dialogue)...

and from a series that's so small that that's the most non-body-made content there ever was in one place...

and that also being a point of contention with the system because we were severely fucked up by everything social about that archipelago of the fandom

ourghhh

like, come on. i can count the number of people that have drawn my source with less than one hand. especially considering two pieces of art of my source that we saved on our computer a decade ago can no longer be found on the internet apparently.

pain.jpeg

-vairne

[baldinar]

Hello!!!! Loooove your blog, love your commitment to leaving positive messages on all of your reblogs (I posted a few gc things as frankenswhy and you were always my only intended public and I love you for that), you're soooo nicey

I wanted to interact so I will make you the most boring questions ever aha <3 did you ever play grand chase for computer? What were your favorite playable characters?

glad to know you're doing well!! we always get worried when we don't see certain blogs post for a while--- didn't know you had another blog!

the above is a half-joking rendition of our response to seeing your ask, because we are very happy to know you are okay lol

and as for our tags, as artists that have dealt with some pretty shit self-esteem issues, we know how much it can mean to get a nice comment on a piece of art. that's a big part of why we try so hard to make it clear that we love what we see!

this fandom is quiet, as it stands, but it would be deader than a ghost town without fanartists, so we're always happy to make sure y'all know we love your art!

we have yet to form a proper opinion on ai since we've been having really bad chronic pain issues and GCC is miserably bad for that, but she seems fun so far.

in all honesty though, during the game's original release, we got almost everyone to level 60, and everyone had fourth job before the servers went down in 2015! one day we hope to reach that point in GCC as well, but idk how likely that is with us working full time in manufacturing.

i think a big part of gc's charm too is that most characters have something fun about them to enjoy! learning how each character moves, as well as how their combos affect enemies around them, as well as just getting to enjoy their aesthetic (and sometimes the lack of it) is so charming!

other favorites we've enjoyed over the years are: lire, arme, lass, ley, and mari! but again: the fun of gc is getting to figure out each character! we poured sooo much time into playing this game between 2008-2015, so!!!

also imo as someone whose special interest is this game, we could literally get the most basic bitch questions and enjoy them because aaa i just love this game so much, you know??

thanks for popping an ask in the box~ <3

-vair

[baldinar]

i might be having a hyperfixation event

this is a paper we're writing for fun cataloguing as much of the story as possible before talking about the themes of grand chase

heit wrote this outline in december of last year and i have added about 9 pages to it in the last three hours (and am probably not gonna stop until i'm at least to the first intermission of this paper/script)

-vair

[reticent-fate]

ggggoooodddd i love being a special interest holder fragment with no real way of developing myself because that special interest is manifesting in an awful bout of hyperfixation on my source and literally no one fucking cares about veron from grand chase

being a non-character introject of a character is cool and awesome and oh my god this is annoying i just want to socialize with other people as neurodivergent about this stupid shitty mmorpg but there's no one i've met or talked to that's as neurodivergent about it that doesn't end up being an asshole or literally using slurs in casual conversation. everyone else i've met in this fandom likes this game a normal amount (with a single exception that isn't a dick--- just someone i don't talk to).

urggggggggggghhhhh

wallows in being mentally ill on our system blog

-vairne