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[seidrborn-a]

SELF - KNOWLEDGE QUESTIONNAIRE

NEEDINESS

being affirmed & nurtured by others is a central requirement for you to feel safe.     this means you can be slow to warm up to other people,  which is difficult because what you most need from them is their warmth.     yet you know how to be vulnerable:   to let down your defenses & accept that you need another person.     this lack of pretense is a valuable trait,  & ultimately more endearing than the macho efforts others make to deny their childlike sides.

INDEPENDENCE

you have a strong sense of potential  & an intense drive to accomplish difficult things.     the core of this is your ability to hold together the big goals & the daily efforts.     where other people’s hopes collapse when they encounter the tedium of the journey,  you keep coming back.     oddly,  it is actually your ability to endure feeling unheroic that counts.     you know the power of working away solidly on what’s in front of you.

SENSITIVITY

you have delicate,  sensitive perceptions;   you can be deeply moved by appearances  –  the right light in a room,  or good food,  or the texture of a piece of clothing.     expressive,  intelligent language has a powerful hold on you;   your mind works better when it is inspired & provoked by vivid imagery.     it can be sad to live in a world which is often so ugly & not properly looked after.     but you know that things can be otherwise,  & you have the ability to appreciate the world at its best.

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[candyredterezii]

oh my god I really am surrounded by like

gamzee, karkat and dave kinnies.

[saintadonis]

Deleting Eiffel’s blog in 3... 2...

[raising-harmony]

Less of "he forgot" and more of "she went missing during the destruction of the castle." Though she's alive... Probably, hopefully

Dragons, that's just terrible. I hope she turns up soon.. And that they have her chipped, in case someone else finds her. Though, I'm pretty sure the castle is a ways away from where I live. If she winds up all the way out here, I'd be really impressed.

[stvmpedes]

Which God Chooses You —Wyrt, the God of Stubborn Shoots

At first, you think nothing has changed. The chamber remains dark, soundless, still. Have you been rejected by the gods you sought to serve? But no, as your eyes adjust further to the gloom, you see that something is different. A tiny splash of green in the stone beneath you. A little plant, poking out from the sea of grey. He whispers to you in a voice soft and determined. "You can't grow if you give up at every turn," he says. You kneel to lower your hand to the shoot, feel its dewy smoothness against your skin. As you touch it, the plant grows around your arm, twining up to your shoulder. "Plants want to grow, it's their nature," he says. "And we want to help them. That's our nature." Where the shoot has circled your arm, a dark green shadow is forming, flushing over your skin. "It's a hard path to walk. Everything will stand against you. But we are the power of trying anyway, and in the end, we will persevere." You feel yourself shrinking, your body compacting and slithering into the stonework below - but as you do, he grasps your vines in his, and shows you a great sight. Roots, snaking below the dirt, connecting everything into one great mass. An ancient web that has survived countless years before your birth, and will live countless years from now. And you are one small part of it. Eagerly, you join with him and begin to burrow deep. Your work is just beginning.

[fantoccia]

where does your fear reside in your body?

somewhere else

what is known is what is safe. your fear is never inside you, always somewhere else. your home is the best place in the world; all other places are scary. the people you already know are better than anyone else. so you go on, playing with broken toys, wearing dead people's clothes. you can be torn down to shreds, abused, tortured and miserable. but at least you know where it comes from, which gives you a sense of comfort and even control. the unknown hides dangers you don't understand, so it scares you. but alongside the dangers, you miss the wonder, adventures and opportunities that you could've otherwise had. my guess is that you've dealt with grief and loss.

[avemujis-blog]

Ah uhm