Oct 15, 2025
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#ttherws such a vast world out there#and it's so hard to see any of it#iits....fighting so hard#it swears it's trying its very best it's best is just not very good#its.... it's all out there and doll is stuck in here#....can't.....can't get up the energy for anything anymore#........everything has kind of...lost its luster lately#....its all....gray and dull and just. nnot worth it#nnothing feels worth doing anymore#ddoll.....just. wants to feel things again it supposes#anything will work#....its bored. it's dull. it..... i-it can't hardly think for how little energy it has#words come so slowly and haltingly and it's memory is failing#there's always fog in it's brain and it.....g-goddamnit it doesn't know what to do to fix this#there's nothing left to fight for#it's just. sleepwalking through everything#.......tired