May 10, 2017
It's 3:14am, can't stop the buzzing, it's not letting me sleep. Still can't do it without music, I see. Too shaky for it now. Ah, it's one of those days - counting the minutes to see through the night. Hello anxiety my old friend, it's time for us to spar again. Cold...cold. Not this again...I don't like them, please, please stop, it burns inside.
#blah!post#insomnia strikes again#personal junk...sigh#slipping into panic attack#...anyone...up?#nevermind...no need for that...your rambling is troublesome enough#maybe we should just slip away before we trouble anyone any further#bye internet...no de-escalating this time too exhausting want sleep have to wait it out#useless...useless you miserable mess#nope no more...time to curl up and scream