watched oppenheimer again because my day was weird.
so during an important panel interview i burst into tears. the panelists informed me i am the first person to cry during an interview with them and i was filled with so much embarrassment i couldnt stop crying and one of the panelists gave me a hug???
i went outside to cool off and a member of the faculty saw me and talked to me about it because i was sobbing alone on a bench. and campus security saw me and they were like it's gonna be okay you'll get em next time. i got into a taxi because it was raining really hard and i was sobbing silently and i must have looked terrible all drenched in rain and crying with my ID lace still on that the driver wouldn't talk to me 😭
stop your sobbing by the pretenders started playing on the radio and i was like...on god I WILL...and i asked the taxi driver to drop me off at the mall so i could watch oppenheimer. mind U this was a saturday and the movies were packed because u kno cinema is back, barbenheimer etc etc and i was alone in line with bloodshot, puffy eyes, asking the seller for "One Ticket to Oppenheimer 4:45pm Please" and i had lunch at 3:30pm and.
my second viewing of oppenheimer was still as incredible as my first. wht a phenomenal film. he just like me (fumbled a panel interview)
when i got home my mom was like u said you'd be back by 5pm it's 9pm!!!! and i was like "sorry traffic was crazy and the interview was extended and my phone lost power" and she was like "okay fine" so everything is all good now