why must you take everything from me
my blood will spill until my veins are dry
and it will still not be enough
m xvc ws levh
m eq rsx pmoi csy
xlic tvsqmwih qi qsvi
m hmh rsx pszi ws xlic gevzih qc gliwx yrxmp m leh e lievx pmoi csy
xlic qehi qi
m eq rsx pmoi csy
fyx m xvc
m pszi
mw mx rsx irsykl?
ampp m riziv fi irsykl?
m xvc ws levh.
tpiewi
tpiewi
tpiewi
m nywx aerx xs pszi
alc hs csy xeoi izivcxlmrk jvsq qi?
m gerx ks fego
hsrx csy orsa xlex?
xliviw rsxlmrk pijx
mq ws xmvih
mq ws xmvih
mq ws xmvih
tpiewi
hsrx xeoi xlmw jvsq qi
m eq rsx xs csyv wxerhevhw
fyx m eq rs psrkiv qsvxep
rs psrkiv viep
nywx pmklx
xlex mw epp m ampp iziv fi
mw mx rsx irsykl jsv csy?
rsx irsykl?
m hmih
qc fpssh wtmpx sr xli epxev
mw mx rsx irsykl?
mq wsvvc
m nywx aerx xs pszi
mq wsvvc
alc hsiw izivcsri lexi qi
eq m xs hmi ekemr?
mx lyvxw hs feh
mx epp lyvxw ws feh
tpiewi
You are a mockery to my trauma. I hate you, because you didn't have to go through everything I did to become something else.
I hate you because you show an undying love, the exact reason I was never good enough back then.
I hate you for the way you take advantage of those around you.
I hate you for the way you take your form tries so very hard to be like us.
But you'll never be like us. You may have died, but you weren't tortured. You weren't held against your will to take the lives of those you loved. You weren't trained until you could not be trained anymore. Your kind do not have tedious protocols you must follow, even for mundane tasks.
You did not have to bear the weight of the sins of the world on your own back, carrying it up that mountain, just for it to fall and retry, again and again.
Just because you were kind. Just because your childlike innocence was taken advantage of.
We are not the same, and although I do not like this thing, they have moulded me into, I would still prefer it a thousand times over to have the mindset of someone like you.