Here is something to keep you entertained maybe. I want you to write some of those 'dear' letters? person I hate, person I like, ex bestfriend, bestfriend, Santa, future me, past me, person I’m jealous of, dear [historical person I aspire to], dear [fictional character I empathize with].
Dear person I hate, it’s been a while, hasn’t it? No, not really. At least not in my head.It’s easy going back to those encounters and reliving them for me. Do you know? I doubt it.I doubt you even remember most of them if any.And I loathe you even more for it.I am trying to forgive you, but by God, if I wasn’t brought up so well I’d curl my hand into a fist and hit you so hard you’d forget your own name if I’d ever cross your path again.I won’t.###################Dear person I like, do you even know I exist?No.Do you know why?Because it’s easier this way. For me. For you? I don’t know. I don’t mind.As long as you’re happy.###################Dear ex best friend, why?###################Dear best friend, even thinking of you makes me smile. That’s a good thing, right? Not creepy?I sure hope not.I miss your face.Thank God for the internet!###################Dear Santa, ♪all I want for cwithmath ith my two fwont teef♫.…sorry. But you have to admit it’s an adorable song.I’m sorry we never had a chimney.But don’t worry, my parents did you proud.###################Dear future me, if you read this, I have sucked it up and found a way to be happy.Are you proud of me?###################Dear past me, you shouldn’t have.You should have.You might have.You didn’t.I don’t mind. We’ll be fine.###################Dear person I’m jealous of, what even is your face?I mean, couldn’t you have taken a step back when they handed out the pretty and said “no thanks, I’ve already got enough smart, clever, witty and kind?”Gosh, you’re gorgeous.I don’t understand people who don’t think so. And trust me, I try. Live and let live, right?In a way you make me a better person. Mainly because I can look at a situation and imagine what you’d do. Sometimes I even act accordingly.If my stubboness allows for it that is.Thank you for being who you are, what you’ve done and what you will do.Yes, sometimes I’m jealous of you, but most of the time I’m just glad you are there.###################Dear [historical person I aspire to], -blank stare-###################Dear [fictional character I empathize with]. You regret it, don’t you? I want to believe you do. In my head you regretted it the moment you’d done it.But there’s a lot of imagined scenarios in my head of ways you’ll redeem yourself.I refuse to accept canon if it means you won’t be happy.######################################Thanks, nonny.
