Last year, somewhere in the middle of April(hence why it’s submitted only this year), I got into a heated argument with my toxic mother: she said something nasty about my art and since I haven’t shown her my pictures for a while (because of her comments), and I asked: “Do you even know WHAT I DRAW?!!”
and she simply replied with full confedence “Yes, you draw F***ing F*gg*ts, Just to piss ME off” (by all means pardon the French.. I don’t speak nor think like that irl).
-I was taken aback from shock. Back then, NOTHING about this phrase was right, except maybe the word “drawing”. -To think I do something to affect HER mood? To think I draw s*x scenes?! Back then I wasn’t even sure how I see the Prideboys and what kind of relationship I call this…. (also the Russian wording she used was hella disgusting..)
Needless to say I never shown her my pictures again..
But filled with this rage I decided to make this thing a joke told my adorable (and gay) friends: “Guys, do you know I Draw F***ing F*gg*ts in order to piss of my mom?!!”
- They were “Arkie, WTF??!” (<--they know me too well)
I then said “maybe next April 1st I should print this on a shirt and go around”..
They thought it would be stupid, since it’s not true, and my mom doesn’t deserve that kind of attention anyway.
I did get my nerves out and drew my fursona in this "shirt" anyway. Planning to submit a year later.
But time passed and I decided..Hey, Why not, actually?! (I guess I’m still angry..)
-You claim I draw gay people having s*x?! - Well, I guess NOW I do!
..at least the watchers get to enjoy this lemonade I made out of the lemon! (I won’t show her even this pic! muahaha!)
-IDK how much I’m comfy with such themes even still. I’m exploring my comfort zone very slowly. I took this one gently, as her stupid remarks aren’t worth my mental health..
-ANATOMY. IS. DIFFICULT. WHY???!.
-I thought of doing something fluffy and cute..but hallway I got an evil idea.. and YOU KNOW THERE IS NO OPTION FOR ME TO RESIST THOSE!!!
-Once again, pardon the LANGUAGE. I'd never use such wordings otherwise.
