Honest to God! I am not jealous, I just want what I turned into a joke to be serious. Hearing all those songs seriously strung me out and I didn't believe it when Victor texted me. I really wish I remembered. I really wish I didn't get too drunk that night. I really wish I had the chance to tell you how much of an important person you are and you really brought the color into my life. I realized what happened and it's completely ridiculous that I couldn't have stayed that night with you. I was just rushing out to hide all the things I didn't need to pretend that didn't occur. I just needed reassurance, even though I got kicked in the back. That was nuts! Shame on me!!!












