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Need beer/s. -.-”

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2021 Jan 15, 2021

TGIF!!!

So many good things happened today :) hehe gamay ko na yung work ko ngayon, at sumahod pa kami, so yun guys, expect na magiging active na ulit ako sa tumblr (btw I am writing this on Jan 17) and recording.

Stock market, maganda exit ko sa stocks :D as in bawi ko na losses ko nung Dec, hehehe. All glory to God. On my next investment, it will be all-or-nothing technique. Di ko alam kung ano mangyayari, but I hope I could get a double, or tenfold, or a hundred fold.

Busy kami ni Crush lately :) pero nakakatuwa lang kasi pagka out ko sa work ko, nalowbat phone ko. Ayun hindi ko na siya nasabihan na ingat sa biyahe pauwi. hindi yun yung nakakatuwang part ahh, ang nakakatuwa, siya na mismo nag initiate ng chat <3, uhmm.. keneleg ako.

This becomes more of my motivation na itigil na ang addiction na pornography and masturbation. I want to become a pure man, with a pure intention, and pure love para sa mahal ko.

On the flipside, I hope I could give this love to the Lord first. I want to love God first bago ko mahalin ng lubusan si Crush, so that I could cherish, serve, and love her more. Ganun din syempre sa family ko :)

Nawa’y matanggap ako sa naapplyan ko na work malapit sa amin.

P.S. Na LSS ako sa How deep is your love cover ng The bird and the bee <3

#01152021

this shit is between me and god (and probably my therapist)

my covid symptoms.

I cant handle the thought of actually outright telling anyone but writing it on here has some degree of separation behind it. Ive also been disociating so much Its hard to keep track of whats me anymore.

I dont know how many days its been. Maybe 3 or 5? Kinley probably brought it home with work because OUR STUPID FUCKING GOVERNMENT DOSNT CARE IF PEOPLE DIE FUCK GODAMN STUPID im fine okay this is stream of consiousness because I know id edit this all to hell otherwise so SUCK SHIT future me have fun wading through MY SHIT

So im a little sniffly. Which i dont mind but I fear my snot like death. Hearing other people sniffle makes me want to curl up and die. My own isnt so bad but its prefered to actually blowing my nose. I wish i stocked up on more hand sanitizer but im also kinda happy i have to ration this bit i have for when im outside my room or else id be using it all the time and my hands would dry out faster than the LA river.

Ive got food stored in here. Mostly rice cakes and nutrigrain bars. Ive also got zinc and vitc tablets but I think im shitting them out faster than my body can process it. Marsha says its what her paitents are taking so that +500mg acetomenophen has me INCREDIBLY ACHY ALL THE TIME. I feel like those victorian girls in paintings splayed tits akimbo across a recliner but im in a gaming chair with my nintendo switch and a squishmellow.

my lungs always hurt because im a chronic smoker with severe GAD covids got NOTHIN in these breathing techniques.

ive decided i cant let Do/nald Tru/mp outlive me. I cant let him win.

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